NIRGUNA KUMARI & SRIHARI

SAI LEELA- narrated by Ms.Mahamaya Aggarwal

Introduction

Everybody wants to know about this mortal and non-existing world. Human beings are always anxious to know and use this world according to their choice. It is, therefore, every school and college instruct miserably about this world for further improvement. By invention and forecast, lots of improvements have been achieved, such as rail, scooter, plane, etc;. On the other hand, by virtue of their skills, they invented calculator, camera, telephone, electricity, and computer and so on. Consequently, they have reduced the time of journey from one place to another and safely reduced the distance with the help of science.

Thus, the human being did a lot with the help of worldly affairs and by the Grace of God. But the man cannot crate with their knowledge and skill, the five aspects such as Earth, Water, Fire, Air and Sky. These are called five elements with which this mortal and non-existent world is made. The man has created many things with the help of these five elements of this mortal world.
Knowledge is of two kinds: One in Science and the other is knowledge of God, which is called “Pragyan”, i.e.; to acquire knowledge of the immortal world, which cannot be extinguished. Knowledge of science is created by brain whereas knowledge of immortal world derives from heart. Knowledge of immoral world is also known as knowledge of God and with the help of knowledge of God, every aspect of worldly Affair can be achieved.

In this mortal world, use of science is more and only a few discourses the knowledge of immortal world, i.e.; knowledge of God which is more essential for human being to enlarge their heart to think about where from they have come, why they have come and what they will do, and where and when they will go. Let me discuss how man can achieve and reach the Goal… Birth of a human being is to serve the people to purify the heart, to acquire knowledge of this immortal world and this can be acquired only when you become humble, honest and follow truthfulness when God will also help you. If you go ahead only with one step, God will come to you covering a thousand steps.

Therefore, it is imperative to enlarge your heart by serving the people, purifying your heart and mind and following truthfulness.



Compliments of Gita Ghosh
Who is Super Power of Creator?
When a child comes out from the womb of mother, we hear crying, but if we spiritually interpret, it will be nothing but the new born child first leaves breathing just like a sigh seems asking himself “who am I?”. Next when he takes breath, says, “I am He”. That means I am none but Brahma, God who is the creator of this mortal world. Human being takes birth just to know who is He and when he realizes his real and proper entity, that’s his soul and the soul of God are one and the same, then he concludes that there is no difference between himself and God. He realizes all the wealth of this mortal world has no value and he abstains and refrains from acquiring any such wealth. Once Narendra alias Swami Vivekananda examined Sri. Ramakrishna Parahamsa by putting some coins beneath the asana sitting carpet of Sri. Ramakrishna Parahamsa. While Bhagwan Sri. Ramakrishna sat on the carpet asana, his entire body shrunk and he stood leaving the sitting carpet. Thus, the man who once gets the taste of parabrahma cannot tolerate any earthly matter and he becomes above all the earthly desires such as hunger, thirst, jealousy and attraction to any worldly affairs.

It is impossible to ascertain the ordeal of Brahma since it is beyond the imagination of a human being unless and until he reaches to the point of ‘sahasrar’ i.e.; until he becomes or realizes that there is no difference between him and God. Everything is within Parambrahma and everything will die down when He desires. He is known as great soul or parambrahma. All the particles of this world we get from Him such as sun, moon, stars, air , wind, fire, etc; which are visible in this mortal world by both the eyes of a human being.

When all the creations are made, He becomes known as Brahma, his function is to create and next comes Vishnu, He maintains the Creation at last Maheshwar destroys the Creation. These are thus, three vibrations when the earth is full of sins and none care for religious Dharma. Shiva or Maheshwar appears for the purpose of new and effective creation. He destroys all the sins and by Brahma new world is established where lies only Truth and everyone is engaged to perform their duty to establish Dharma, what is desired by God and thus they try to please Him.
Thus, first vibration Creates the world by Brahma, the second one is done by Vishnu to maintain the world as created by Brahma and the last one, that is third vibration is done by Shiva. He absorbs everything of the worldly affairs in Him.

Brahma is one whereas world has many aspects such as environment, surroundings, atmosphere and so on just like a seed within which we note it produces roots, body of the tree, branches, leaves, flowers, fruits, etc;. This wonderful world remains unconditionally within the Creator, Brahma, and Brahma is every aspect of this mortal world which cannot be seen by our earthly eyes. To realize Brahma, we require another eye, i.e.; the Third Eye, also known as the Spiritual Eye. We cannot cut Brahma, nor can we try to destroy Him. He has no end. He is immortal and lives forever. He is too heavy which cannot be lifted or removed at the same time, He is very light. He is untouchable, unshakeable and unseen. He cannot be measured. He is above all and nothing can be compared and discussed with Him. He is absolute and all in all in this mortal world. He is deathless. There will be no change. What He did, it will remain same forever. No characteristic change is possible such as the kid of dog will be dog, the cow will never eat flesh, tiger will never take or eat grass. Therefore, it is the function of Brahma which cannot be seen. He is visible in the form of world again He is unseen as Brahma. If we want to realize Him, we must purify our hearts by following truthfulness and doing sacred works such as to discuss about His actions through visiting sacred places, temples, performing and discoursing by concentration of our mind on Him through Puja, Bhajan, etc. Why He Created this world?

He created this world just to teach Man to realize himself, to purify himself, to know himself that there is no difference between his soul and great soul lies in God. His great knowledge made several creations maintained and destroyed. Even during the time of destruction, the world remains calm and quiet which cannot be described. In one word, the work of God is Infinite, which cannot be measured and discussed.
How He made or created this world?

When He becomes infinity, from one first vibration from Him, fascinated as “Om”. Therefore, this “Om” is known as Brahma. Brahma is nothing but I am “Om”. His birth or Creation is from “Om”. All the letters are available or can be had from the word “Om”. All the creatures have same language, it comes from His heart, that’s why everyone expresses the same tone during their joy, sorrow, any unforeseen happening, when Brahma remains quiet that time, we call Him God. When He becomes infinity from one, then in Him arose sound, vibration and speed. Many planets, stars, earth, spiritual lights manifested from Him and at the same time, they occupied their proper places, which is called “Hiranyagharba”. Bhagwan Sri Satya Sai Baba manifests every birth night of Shiva, the ‘Shivalinga’ through His mouth. The idea of His doing this is to inform each one that everyone has come from that spiritual light known as Brahma and that everyone is part of Brahma. Since every human being has come from one and the same ‘spiritual light’, they hold heart, mind, eyes, ears, nose, tongue, skin, desire, anger. Desire passes through many conscious and unconscious particles and other parts of the body. Thus, this nature is created. Man is born after covering 84 lakhs of wombs of mother. Man is the super creation of God because only Man possesses cleverness of mind and heart to distinguish between the bad and good. Only the human beings can judge which are good and which are bad. By doing good work, man can go to the so called heaven and by doing bad work, he will go to hell. If a man performs anything without keeping in his mind any fruit of doing the good work, he becomes free from this world by nefarious. And if a man does a good work such as giving alms to the beggar with a hope that he is doing good and in future God will save him from troubles, he will not be free from this world nefarious and he shall have to take birth and will come again into this world.

This world as created by God consisting different types of creators eg: birds, animals, river, ocean, trees, air, sky, wind, fire anything which man can see by his eyes. Already mentioned above that Brahma is the creator, Vishnu maintains the creation of Brahma and Shiva destroys the world when it becomes full of sins. Mother gives birth of a child so she can be said to be Brahma, father maintains the child so he is in the status of Vishnu and Guru may be of two kinds. One is for teaching earthly substances and the other who develops our minds and helps us to reach God. We can select them as Shiva or Maheshwar since both of them helps us to become a perfect man and to have God.
Earth is round so sun, moon, planet, stars are also round. Quality in the water of ocean is the same as in the drop of ocean water. Nobody wants to die since God is everlasting. No one wants any anxiety because God is quite and is full of joy and God is love.

When we see cinema, we just see for a while one story which will not be seen when the cinema is over. Similarly we are busy and keep ourselves busy within there worldly affairs which have no existence and ultimately will be perished without looking to the genuine that is God.

We can divide our body by five parts:

First one is made of food.
Second one is made of air.
Third is desire and how to fulfill desire.
Fourth is made by knowledge of worldly affairs, and
Fifth is made of joy.

First one is made of food which is made by all worldly affairs that is earth, water, fire, force and sky. It is known as worldly body which can be seen by our skin, eyes that is visible body.
Second- it is invisible which we cannot see by our skin or our eyes but it can be seen by spiritual man with the help of their divine eyes. This ‘third eye’ is also known as “gyan chakshu” or eye of knowledge. This divine eye can also see the body consisting full of life, full of mind and full of knowledge.
Third one is resultant body that is the body which is caused by all the results. If the soul is not clear that body became dead and if the soul is clear and purified, it becomes Shiva. When a man dies his soul leaves away with the products of his performance during his lifetime. Light of cinema is soul of cinema. When this light falls on the curtain the small and invisible become large and is shown in moving curtain. Here film is just like invisible body which is not seen with bare eye. But when light falls on the film on curtain it became large and visible, has been shown as analogous to huge world. Thus invisible body can be seen visible with the help of light or by focusing light. Similarly to realise God we require light in out heart so that we can see the invisibility of God. This is just the opposite of visible world. Leaving visible world we shall have to turn our mind and heart towards our soul where invisible body exists. This is possible only when we become honest, sincere, pure, attaching with truth. Meditation is the way to achieve all these qualities. In human body there are seven entrances one after another. When a man attains all of the above qualities by meditation “Kundalini” opens and he can enter into invisible body and gradually he can see the great soul. The purpose of writing this book is just to help the man to attain star qualities in order to see the God in the form of light.
During first era i.e., during satya yuga everyone used to spend their lives conforming truth and the God did not think of necessity of Avatar. Afterwards during the reign of Danava, evils and sins cropped up and the God came ten times as ten Avatars as Min or Matsya as the form of a fish, next Tortoise, next Boar(Baraha), next half human and half lion(Nrisingha), nest Dwarf(Baman), next Parashuram with axe in his hand, next Ramchandra or Raghuvir, next Balaram carrying plough in his hand, next Krishna with four hands, left upper hand with Shankha, left lower hand with Lotus, right upper hand with Chakra(wheel) and right lower hand catching Gada.
Lastly at this Kali Yug, Kalki Avatar in the form of Satya Sai has appeared. All the previous Avatars carried required weapons with them but present Kalki Avatar has not carried any weapon. He carried and preaches everyone to love all. This is because that mostly everybody is corrupted and that cannot be removed by any weapon. So he wants to wash the minds of people by preaching love to all. According to him, Prema Sai will appear in Karnataka to wash the minds of all to establish a golden age.
“ASATO MA SADGAMAYA”
Means Oh! Lord, lead me from unreality to reality.
First we should know what is unreal. The aspect which is not stable, which is changeable, which comes within the circle of birth and death on which we cannot depend that is unreal. Everything which we see by our earthly eyes is changeable. We ourselves do not know before this present birth where we had been and what was there and after death, where we will go and when death will come. When we took birth in this world, we have not brought anything with us and during our departure that is death, we will not be able to carry anything with us. Even this body that we cared and nourished utmost very carefully during our lifetime and gave much importance to that “I” that is, that body will not accompany at our death. It will be absorbed by five elements of this mortal world. According to convention, some religion set the dead body to flames and some other religion buried the dead body in a grave. This material world consumes all of our name, faith, caste, religion, language, knowledge and education. God creates us when we take birth in this world depending on our actions in the past, for doing work giving the current lifetime. So long we will think that this world and nature are real and wish to acquire them, love them and to have everything, we cannot become free to reach reality. We will be floating in this earthly ocean i.e., world from place to place because we cannot realise the truth and its purpose. We do not care to realise why God has presented human soul to judge carefully what is truth and what is religion. Real or genuine Dharma or religion is that which preaches “Let the whole human being live in peace and joy”. This religion preaches us three steps
1) Stay in this world but not be absorbed with the worldly affairs since they are unreal. Who is absorbed by these affairs he shall have to come i.e., he shall have to take birth in this world. If you take birth, actions are there which you must do; consequently you shall suffer for the fruits of your actions. Thus, you will be entangled. If you do good and pure act, you will reap the good fruit. If there is birth, there is death. Michael Madhunandan wrote “the birth will bring death and none can overcome this situation”.
Real religion illustrated to proceed from unreal to real. God has given us a special knowledge viz; Judgment and consciousness. God has endowed creatures other than human being other method which they shall follow and they follow that specified method. But man can reach the reality provided they follow the path by their judgment consciously, which is good and which is harmful. So man becomes God, animal, danava, according to his act. Mind leads man.
First is soul, next is cleverness and then mind. Beneath the mind, there are five knowledge aspects and five action aspects. Mind occupies midpoint. Position of soul is above all and just below the soul is cleverness. SO when man acts according to soul with the help of cleverness and proper judgment distinguishing between good and bad, he may reach at the reality. But when he acts haphazardly whatever he likes, he becomes devil or animal. Thus, he slips from up to down. When mind goes upward with purity of soul, he may reach God and may be called a religious person.
A) To move towards reality from unreality, it is to be settled that God is true, but His creation is untrue. Maya has covered the eyes and it seems that the Creation of God i.e.; this earthly world is genuine and real and the man rushes towards that to acquire them as his property. Therefore, it is imperative to turn mind by teaching, preaching, and meditation from unreal to real. God has created this world with five elements: Earth, Water, Fire, Wind, and Sky with the help of Maya. Thos who can avoid this Maya he can reach God and those who cannot, they fall.
B) He made seven colours by using these five elements. These seven colours again created this world in such a fashion that these are very nice, active, attractive, forceable, love which seems real by confusion. Each article has been decided by time force, usefulness, stability as desired by God, but none is stable. Their existence for a particular period is fixed and after that, they will vanish. Therefore, this worldly affairs cannot give us peace forever, everlasting and great joy.
These qualities are only available within God. If we want to become like God for which we got birth as a man, then we must follow the scheduled path such as even living in this world, we must ignore the worldly affairs but if we cannot follow the scheduled path, we will die down such as a boat on the river if the boat has any hole, the boat will sink. Lotus is grown from rotten and dirty earth but not even a drop of water is visible on the leaf of lotus. Similarly, those who live in this world being absent minded about the world they are called saints and it is not necessary to leave this world and live on the hill or in jungle by wearing garments which the ordinary saint wears which is of saffron co lour. Now, it is the question how to live in house without thinking about the house? It can be done if you concentrate your mind and soul together since we are a part of God and we must move towards the soul which is part of Great Soul. Since soul is within our body and we are living, when the soul leaves our body, we become dead. We cannot see soul just as we cannot see electricity. But so long as electricity exists, fan, radio, refrigerator, air cooler and air conditioner will act. Similarly, so long as the soul is within us, we can move, speak, do work, eat, run, become old, etc;. Thus, this soul is soul of God and part of Great Soul. The aim of man is to know what is soul. To maintain usefulness of taking birth as a man, the saints indulged in a lot of meditation. In every yug or era, God has appeared in this world as an “Avatar” among man and washed away all sins and evils cropped up within man and the earth. During second era, the thretha yug, Ramachandra, during third era, the Dwapar yug Krishna, and now in Kali yug, Satya Sai Baba is coming three times in three figures. Shirdi Sai Baba came in this Kali yug just to sow the seeds of love, now Satya Sai Baba is planting the trees in the proper place where they will be planted such as female education, to focus the light among the child, teaching man about Dharma how they will spend their lives. Next, Prem Sai will pluck the fruits from the trees planted by Satya Sai Baba and will distribute love, eternity, calmness, and workings for re-establishing the first era, ie: Satya Yug . When we will move towards soul, we shall have to follow the rules directed by Baba and we shall have to change our habits accordingly. The directed new rules are:
1. Daily you must perform meditation, Puja, Japa etc; according to your religion.
2. Every week with the members of the family, pray to God and discuss about His actions.
3. To take part in the upliftment of the child and send the child to decided place for upliftment fixed by the Samiti.
4. It is imperative to join in prayer once in a month fixed by the Sai Committee.
5. To take part to serve the people and other works fixed by the Sai Committee.
6. To read books related to Sai.
7. Curtailing and reducing desires within limits, save money and spend that to serve the people.
8. Be humble and deal with everyone who comes in touch by modest behaviour.
9. Do not speak against anybody especially their absence.
To become a perfect member of the society you are living in, you shall have to adhere to the following ten prophecies by God as desired by Sai Baba:
1. Love motherland without hating other countries.
2. Respect others’ religion keeping full faith on own religion.
3. To love all without distinguishing.
4. Cleanliness of home and environment is essential to keep healthy, stout and strong with joy.
5. Without giving alms, money to the beggars, help them so that they can defend themselves. To help the old, sickly, disabled by giving food, clothes, medicines and place of staying.
6. Earning of money must not be through unscrupulous means. Not to take bribe and not to give bribe.
7. Not to be envious and jealous of others.
8. Do not depend on others for your work. You must perform your work before others do it.
9. Do not disobey the law of the country and try to become a perfect member of the society.
10. Must bow down your head before God and hate the sins.
If you follow the advices of Sai Baba, it will remove frustration, sin of our mind, without thinking the consequences goes away through five elements of this earthly world acquiring good food and joy. Thus, it is essential to follow the advices of Sai Baba to save us from these allurements. Mind leads the man so mind must be controlled. Keeping control on mind carefully, we should judge and follow the path which is helpful and earnest. We can move towards soul when we can control our mind achieving good work, then soul will direct us to the correct path through which we can control six enemies called “Sara Ripu”. The six enemies are: Desire, Anger, To acquire possession of others’ property, Pride, Hate and Jealousy. If we can control these elements, then we can save ourselves from this earthly affair and we can become above of Maya, evil spirit.
We see Goddess Durga keeping Her right leg on the back of lion and left leg on the neck of the asura; i.e.; demon with ten hands carrying ten types of weapons to kill the evil spirit in the form of Asura. The idea behind it is that Goddess Durga by ten hands removing the evil spirits of ten sides of the world will save us from evil spirits. She stood on the back of lion indicates (lion is king of animal) that pride in man (king of all evil desires) must be controlled keeping them under your feet. Goddess Durga removed all evil spirits from the earth. Similarly, you shall have to control six enemies, i.e.; ‘Sara Ripu’ keeping bound under your control.
So long we cannot sacrifice ourselves before God, we cannot be free. God is only an absolute Supreme Power. He can do anything and everything. Without His power, we cannot move an inch, neither can raise a finger. So long we cannot realize this fact, we cannot start to move. Pride that is ‘ahankaar’ has come from two words together – ‘Aham’ and the other ‘Aakaar’. Aham means ‘I’ and Aakaar means ‘body’. So long man will think his body as ‘I’, he cannot overcome this earthly world. In other words, he cannot be free, which is imperative to reach God by sacrificing himself to God. Ramakrishna Dev advised not to speak ‘I’, but to speak ‘you’. When pillow is made, the man strikes on the string to clear the cotton and the sound arises ‘truhu truhu’ because cotton is used in the pillow is the end and no further of that cotton will be used. Similarly, we shall have to end our mind by sacrificing it to God and that is the last and end. Sai Baba narrated two small stories in this regard. Once, Sri Krishna and the third Pandav Arjuna were moving by the side of a river. Arjuna was very proud thinking that there is none in this world to aim at the right point through his bow and arrow. But Sri Krishna wished to teach Arjuna to control his pride. At that time, Arjuna told to Sri Krishna that during Ramavataar, with the help of monkeys, very negligible creature, made a pool over the ocean in order to bring back Sitadevi, if at that time Arjuna would have been there, he could have constructed the pool to Lanka with the help of arrows. SO Sri Krishna replied ‘You make a pool on this small river by your arrows’. That time, a monkey appeared there and Sri Krishna asked him to cross the river over the pool. Arjuna in the meantime, erected a pool over the river by his arrows. As per direction of Sri Krishna, the monkey placed one foot on the pool, pool was broken. Again Sri Krishna Arjuna to make another stable bridge. Arjuna mad another bridge by his arrows. Sri Krishna asked the monkey to go over the bridge, but this time, the bridge remained intact. Arjuna seeing this, became more proud. But suddenly looking at the neck of Sri Krishna, Arjuna found blood is coming out from the neck of Sri Krishna. Arjuna on seeing this, asked Sri Krishna why blood is coming from his neck? Sri Krishna replied that he placed his neck beneath the bridge while the monkey passed it. Arjuna realized that he cannot do anything without the help of God, Sri Krishna. Thus, the pride of Arjuna was removed from his mind.
Second Story
It is more or less the same. When there was war in Kurukshetra, Arjuna won the war and Sri Krishna plied his “Rath”, a chariot driven by horse. Arjun who was very proud discussed earlier. It is customary that the driver of the Rath will come down first and the warrior putting his legs on the shoulder of the driver will get down lastly. But one day Sri Krishna asked Arjuna to get down first. Arjuna felt disrespected. Sri Krishna remained sitting firmly in the chariot. Ultimately Arjuna had to come down but he became angry. As soon as Krishna descended from the chariot, it was engulfed in flames immediately. Astonished, Arjuna asked the reason for the chariot going ablaze in flames. Sri Krishna replied so long many arrows fell on the chariot and he saved Arjuna from the hurt of all those arrows. So when Sri Krishna got down, the chariot blazed for which reason he directed Arjuna to get down first. By this He pointed out that God is all in all. He is the Head of this world and we are just like a doll. We get fruits according to our action. Thus we can do work but we have no control over its results or fruits. Sri Krishna advised in Gita, ”Don’t expect fruits for your actions.“ If we think of ourselves as leaders, we shall be liable for the results of our actions. If we stand before Sun, our shadow will fall at our back. It means that our faults will come later. But if we keep the Sun at our back, our shadow will be ahead of us. Here our faults or impurity remain in our front. We therefore will keep God-Sun in front of us thereby we can avoid impurities before us in any way. We will get love and respect everywhere.
The picture which is on the front page (cover page) of the Gita, if we observe it minutely, we can understand the gist of Gita. Sri Krishna is driving the chariot. He is Head of Chief of the chariot and the chariot moves to his direction. Arjuna being a human sat at the back of Sri Krishna, God. Soul is head of human being. It is essential to understand when we avoid from our mind proud ness then we should try to avoid anger from our mind. Our behavior is driven or led by these six Ripus like behavior of beast. It is necessary to avoid the plunge of six Ripus. We shall have to sacrifice these six Ripus from our mind. We sacrifice beast such as goat, buffaloes, duck, etc before God but it is absolutely wrong. As we appraise from spiritual direction, we must sacrifice these six mental elements and not the beast as we do. We lose our consciousness during anger and we act as such which is just opposite of religion i.e. dharma. During anger we use harsh behavior, use slang languages, break the article of the household, hurt the mind of others, thus we lose ourselves during anger. When anger drops down, he feels ashamed himself. Though he feels ashamed but his rude behavior on others cannot be taken back as a throw of arrow from the bow cannot be taken back. Therefore we must remain alert all the time to keep away from the six elements- rather it is better to describe six enemies from our heart and mind. I remember once in the interview room two young teachers of Bal Bikas questioned Baba saying sometimes we feel so angry which is beyond our capacity to hold what we will do at that time. Baba laughed at that and replied saying - that time you will address you, yourself “I am not a dog” again and again. It means Dog has done his work by biting you but you are not dog, you are man and it is not appreciable that you will bite on Dog’s leg – Hence it is I am not a dog.
Man’s religion is truth, of calmness, free from envy and love. There are differences between man to man in their cleverness and habits. Other than man other creators follow their own religion. Of course they have no other religion except how to exist, what they will, etc., how that food will be collected. But man behaves differently, sometime man becomes beast, sometimes they become demon sometime as man and sometimes as God. It depends on utilization of his behavior. It is necessary to follow consciously the good behavior which God has bestowed on man.
When we become angry a juice comes out from the adrenal gland which is situated above the kidney, as water comes out when the man finds food stuff. The effect of this juice remains for about 18 hours in the body. For those who are habitually angry, the poisonous effect of the juice gets prolonged to 24 hours. As a result, we feel sick since all the organs of our body become weak. Thus, we harm ourselves with anger which is foolish, and more importantly, we have no one to blame but ourselves for our disposition.
Then that lady asked Baba how we can avoid anger and what should we do particularly when anger surfaces? Baba replied that when the feeling emerges, one should see one’s face in the mirror to realize how the face looks contorted and furious. Is it not? At that time, one should drink a glass of cold water and think about God or anything good, and should go out for a walk. Thus, one can avoid uttering harsh words, use slang language, breaking and spoiling articles of the household. Everything will be saved and continuing this process your habit will be changed you will be humble, calm and behave mannerly with others.
We know anger is most harmful, it makes a barrier amongst own people which is not necessary for a man. If a man lives alone, he feels lonely and lonely person becomes mad and insane. Therefore, anger has a notorious effect on man. It is not always possible that the work done by others will be according to your choice. It depends on the man’s behavior that does the work. Therefore, it is advisable avoiding anger; instead you should make him understand how he should perform these jobs allotted to him. When angry, man loses himself and becomes furious. Consequently, work performed in anger is improper and we cannot see God due to the perturbed state of our mind. During that time, all the six bad and notorious elements occupy our mind just like a thick curtain hiding the soul just as the clouds block the sun from our sight. Anger makes the curtain thicker and impenetrable. Hence it is of utmost importance that we avoid anger.
The desire to have more and more is next to anger. Unreasonable desire destroys the spiritual state of mind. The man who is himself dissatisfied cannot be a perfect man. The Kuru dynasty was defeated in the war because they
nurtured unreasonable desires in their mid. There is no end to unreasonable desires in man. They want more and more, they are never satisfied and their desires are limitless. Baba narrated a story to the students of Bal Vikas…
There lived two brothers Madhava and Keshava. They divided their father’s land equally between themselves upon the death of their father. They were farmers. Once, Madhava became capable of producing a gourd vegetable with four legs and a trunk. He was pleased to see it, and thought this would befit the possessions of only a king. So he presented the unique gourd to the king, telling him that he was the most appropriate person to possess the rarity. The king was pleased with the offer and after discussing the issue with his minister, presented an elephant to Madhava. When Keshava came to know of this incident, he thought that Madhava gifted the king with a gourd resembling an elephant and got in return an elephant. So, if he too presented the king with an elephant, he could get valuable presents in return. Accordingly, he sold off all his property to buy an elephant and gift it to the king. When the king got the elephant, he discussed with his minister how a small farmer could buy and expensive elephant to gift to him. The minister explained the desire of Keshava behind the gesture. The king understood, and presented Keshava with a gourd! In Bengali, there is a proverb “Unreasonable desires lead to sin, and sins lead to death”. Thus, unreasonable desire makes a man powerless, stripped of status and poor. Hence, in no way unreasonable demand or desire must be cherished in mind. This unreasonable desire pushes a man to perform very mean acts such as theft, lies, cheating others, quarrel, etc; There is no such enemy as the six elements – Desire, Anger, Unreasonable demand, charm, pride and jealousy. So long as we are not free from and above these six enemies, we cannot realize spiritual direction living within us in the form of soul which is a part of the Great Soul.
Those who have read ‘Maharabharatha’, they know the final destiny of the Kauravas and that of the Pandavas. Sri Krishna was so near to Kauravas even then they could not realize who is Sri Krishna because they were fully absorbed and consumned by these six enemies. They refrained from giving even five localities to Pandavas for their dwelling, what to speak not even land which can be measured by a needle. The ultimate result was they all died and lost all prpperty and kingdom. Since Dritharashtra holds the kingdom, his name was Dritharashtra from whom his hundred sons learnt to hold or occupy the entire kingdom and mother Gandhari keeping her eyes closed by a piece of cloth could not see the faces of her children. Dritharashtra and Gandhari lost all their children, lost their kingdom, lost everything and spent their lives with full of sorrow. Whereas, Pandavas being free from the six enemies, realized Sri Krishna to be God and followed him earnestly. As a result, they regained the kingdom and at last they assimilated with God. So, it is necessary for all of us to avoid these six enemy types of elements. Then our mind will be calm and quiet and the six enemy types of elements cannot cover our soul as cloud cannot cover sun. Thereby, we can reach the Eternal Soul provided we act according to the eish of our soul, a part of the Great and Eternal soul. We will be in a position to meet God who is ‘Satyam, Shivam, Sundaram’. ‘Sat, Chit, Ananda’ will be realized and visible. Since we have come in this earthly world, we should realize that our act was not complete. Since we have taken birth as a human being, we must realize and understand that God has given us a chance to reach the goal, ie; to reach the exalted stage of ‘Satyam, Shivam, Sundaram’, who is otherwise known as ‘Sat, Chit, Ananda’. Life of human will be perfect and eternal when we will act spiritually when we will be dutiful as prescribed, pleasant, joyful and full of live. It is not possible to acquire all these characteristics in one birth – several births may be taken to attain the desired position such as a kind of a tree produces fruits within a year which other kind of tree takes a few years to produce fruits. Thus, human being gets fruit according to his action in the past births. It might be available after one birth and may be delayed several years according to the actions done in the past. When we think why honest people are suffering while dishonest people are spending their days successfully, but we forget to think this is the result if action of past lives since there is none to God as friend or foe – everyone is equal to Him. There is no partiality in Him. He is the Best Judge of all. He remains within us, He observes all the actions done, and presents the fruits accordingly. His eyes and sights are everywhere, that none can save himself from His sight. Therefore, it is necessary in order to have Him, that we purify ourselves and keep away from earthly affairs. This is only possible when we realize that we have taken birth on this earth just to purify and make perfection and as soon as we become perfect, He will call us to Him. Mother pushes her breast into the mouth of the newborn child who sucks the milk and grows. How can we use this earthly body to reach eternity? Baba has prescribed a few methods as under:
1. You have secured sight and eyes as helper so that you can see God who exists everywhere.
2. You possess ears to hear the praises of God.
3. You are given mouth for voice so that you can discuss and praises of God.
4. You have been given hands to perform Puja and earn spiritual advices.
5. You got legs in order to go to the temple to see God.
6. You are endowed with cleverness to realize that the worldly affairs which are around you are mortal and non existing forever.
7. Mind of man symbolizes the temple of God and keep this temple always clean.
8. Your body has been donated to serve the people.
9. Your heart and soul have been given in order to search for God always.
If we think calmly, we can realize how valuable these methods prescribed by Satya Sai Baba are. Our birth, body, quality, force, cleverness, mind, every particles of human are meant for praying and receiving God. Those who have realized this correctly, they live as saints even while living in this world. They acted considering all works as Puja; i.e.; sacrifice to God and all are eternal Bliss. I remember that my husband in an interview for my promotion State Bank of India, transferring me as Chief General Manager at Patna but I want to live with you and not want to go anywhere at present. Baba then advised “duty is God and you do your duty”. Taking birth in this world, it is the duty of all to consider that all works are meant to sacrifice to God, i.e.; Puja to God and must be done wholeheartedly. It would be a great mistake unless we do any work. It is perfect Puja when a man acts his own, taking responsibility and thinking it is his duty. All acts must be done as such, it pleases God and we then move step by step towards Him to reach the ultimate Goal.
When earth is soft, you can change the structure from previous one as you like. Similarly, when man grows, he cannot change his habits and behavior. For that reason, Satya Sai Baba introduced Bal-Vikas to enlarge the minds of children whose minds are just like clay, a soft mud, when the minds of the children remain pure and purified, that is soft just like clay to whom, by giving proper education required to reachGod. Swami Vivekananda defined education saying “education is the manifestation of perfection already in men”. It means perfection is already within us and we shall have to manifest that perfection through proper education. Bhagwan Sri Satya Sai Baba correctly adopted the principle of giving proper education to the children whose minds are fresh, clear, pure and honest and can give any shape He wants to give as we can give any shape when earth remains soft like clay.
Bal Vikas established in 1969 for the purpose of moulding the hearts of children according to His wish to focus spirituality, honesty and purity. All provinces of India and almost all countries of this world established by Sai Seva Committee Bal Vikas classes are free of cost. The idea behind it is to erect perfect members of the committee preaching the children to follow Truth, Dharma, i.e.; Religion, Love, Peace and non-envious. One day in a week, making a coordination committee consisting of teacher-students and persons who have established discuss the idea of forming this tyoe of education amongst them in a simple way. Students get power of memory and remembrance, cleverness, habits and knowledge in this class.
Yojana Commission of Sri Satya Sai Baba is helpful for the state and Yojana Commission / Aayog received lots of appreciation for the acts. Duration of this education is 9 years. It starts from the age of 6 of the children to 15 years. It preaches mother as God, Father as God, Guru as God simulataneously, it is also taught to serve the distressed persons as you are serving God and proper humanity arise amongst the children.
Since 17th July 1994, Silver Jubilee Conference of Gurus of different Bal Vikas Schools takes place with a duration of 3 days in the presence of Lord Satya Sai Baba at Ashram “Brindavan” at Whitefield near Bangalore. From this conference, we learn 15,000 students and 2,500 students were there in 1969. At present, students arose even more than 1,00,000 and also more than 8,000 teachers, These teachers are engaged in almost every district consisting 4,000 Bal Vikas stations in this country. Sri Satya Sai Baba Bal Vikas movement also took part in developing society. Those who are interested to know more about this Vikas can contact the Samiti of Sai Baba of that locality and thus by opening Bal Vikas class they can enlist them in Sai Baba activity.
The idea behind this movement is to teach everyone that this world is mortal and is made of five elements which are not eternal. Our body is made of all these five elements which are non-existing. Thus, our body is also not eternal. It will perish and will be absorbed by the mortal five elements of the mortal world. So, it is
wise to think by all before death how to use our lives with our force, cleverness in time and taking advantages to reach Great Truth which is eternal. It would be possible when we can turn from worldly affairs towards one soul which is eternal to know ‘Who am I?’. We enquire about others by putting a lot of questions such as name, where he/she lives, what he/she does, what is his/her character, what is his/her habit, his/her religion, caste, language, etc. But we never question who I am, wherefrom I have come, how long I will stay, where and when I will go, why I have come, what is the purpose of coming?. Satya Sai Baba narrated one story to the students of Bal Vikas. I want to reproduce that story to the readers of my book.
Once a king called his private secretary that you are a fool and none can be compared with you. You speak as such others laugh which has no truth. Your life is meaningless. So you hang this board with writing ‘Great Fool’ on your shoulder and it must not be displaced anywhere. Everyone will look at it and they will laugh. You do not have to make any attempt to make them laugh. That Vidushak finding no other alternative hung the board on his shoulder with sorrow. A few days passed. He heard the king is seriously ill so he went to see the king. Vidushak just to follow his dharma/religion went to the king with the board hanging from his shoulder. When he reached the king, he found that the king is lying on the bed with his eyes closed. Afterwards, when he learnt the Vidushak has come to see him, the king opened his eyes and told the Vidusgahk “I am going”. Vidushak asked ‘where’ and the king replied ‘I don’t know’. Vidushak asked the king again ‘how you are going’. The king replied ‘I don’t know’. Vidushak asked ‘who is accompanying you’. The king replied ‘I don’t know’. Vidushak was surprised and told the king ‘How is it you do not know where you are going, how you are going and with whom you are going’? None will be so foolish as you are and from today, this board should hang on your shoulder.
The idea behind this is that leaving this earthly body you must know the Truth, and it depends upon our action, behavior and aim. These three aspects must be such so that we can realize our destiny.. Where we will go depends upon our actions/Karma. How we’re going – with joy or fear? . We are part of God and we are going to God to assimilates with Him. It is necessary to understand with His love, so we should ask our soul. Since soul can give correct answer, by judging acts, we did in living time since soul aware the correct situation whether our acts were proper and regular. We must be alert to our act. \if we follow the advice of Satya Sai Baba from our childhood then it is not difficult to reach the Goal. For this it is necessary to send the children to bal-bikash by each parents. Now it is to be discussed how we can move towards soul. Before proceeding towards soul it is necessary that he will be fit for proceeding towards soul. To become fit it is required Guru i.e., proper teacher who will teach and preach properly. When time will come Guru comes himself and it is not required to search a Guru. If Guru is pleased he can place you in proper destiny but Guru generally does not do. He examines fitness of his disciple and advise him to meditate for fitness. Some takes long time and some take short time. It depends upon the purity of souls and eagerness of getting self conscious. Meditation does not help in realization of self-consciousness. Meditation makes purity for fitness. The man who is enriched with self-consciousness, he becomes fit for reaching the purity of soul.
After self-realization Guru judges his disciples to ascertain whether spiritual knowledge acquired by Meditation –no error exists there. Since there might be lots of misunderstandings. Some disciples by misunderstanding may tell the Guru that he is Brahma, he is Shiva and all creation which is seen is Brahma. Thus Guru becomes perturbed. Again it misleads that he acquired spiritual knowledge and thinks himself a great soul, Brahma, Shiva etc., It is therefore necessary to know by Guru which is true and which is untrue. When Guru thinks that the disciple is fit for getting advice for self-realisation, he advises. It is very necessary to gain knowledge of delayed result. Religious code prescribed various methods through which man moves with his own fault-nature, habit- and advantage and become free. By this method only knowledge is available. But to know the creation, world, inhabitants of this world, Brahma etc., spiritual knowledge and feelings are necessary. When a man gains this spiritual knowledge and feelings, he can realise that he is separate from untrue, illusion, Maya, unconsciousness etc., He is none but infinite as Brahma. He attains Brahma. He becomes Shiva when the illusion of mind is lost. Man cannot become God, Man is the part of God or his soul is part of Great soul. So long he can not gain the knowledge of soul he feels himself as an ordinary man and when he gains knowledge that this world is destructible and not eternal it is not steady and wrung the curtain of untruth withered away then he feels sorry thinking that he lost several generations and times existing in this mortal world through illusions. Though there are several paths of ways to reach the God but all the paths and ways make him reach in the same place which is one and the same. Paths and ways may be different, but everyone reaches at one place. Sri Ramakrishna told that a pond consisting four paths one on each side such as East, West ,South and North. By using one path people collects water and clls “acqua” , by another path people collect water and calls “Water”, by third path peoples collect water and calls “pani” and by using fourth path people collect water and call “Jal” though the substance is the same i.e., water. Similarly there are different paths or ways to reach God who is absolute and one. Some follow path of Meditation and as they proceed they gain benefits in the form of Sidhi. There are eight “Sidhi”. Some of them use these “sidhi “for their own purpose and forget the aims for which he began meditation at initial stage. They thus enter into the circle of birth and death and take every generation to become free from this circle. Satya Sai Baba indicated the simple and fearless way to follow which is possible to a human i.e., self realization. So long we remain ignorant about self realization; we can not get stable peace, joy and grace. He suffers for his past action in previous generations. So long he does not feel distaste for past actions he shall have to move within the circle of birth and death. As soon as he feels distaste on the past actions, Guru appears to save him with proper advice.
It is absolutely true and happened in my life. I am narrating this because if the readers of any book follow this simple path, they may reach their goal and thus they can uplift their life.
In my earlier and first book, “Sai one with different features”, I narrated one happening shortly of my life. It was not discussed elaborately since that was irrelevant in that book. During 1987 to 1990 I was too much perturbed both physically and mentally. Suddenly my feet slipped in the kitchen and I fell on the floor being unconscious and breathings stopped altogether. My grand son Mudit was moving with me on seeing that I fell on the floor he began to shout. My husband rushed to the spot and lifted me on my feet and held me on his breast with pressure. By that, I regain breathings but my tail bone became twisted though not broken. I had to lie down on my bed for about eight months. First two to three months, I could not chew. There was no sense of lower part of my body. Eldest daughter Anuradha, and youngest daughter Anupama and her husband Nitin were by my side, even my son Ashis who was studying in Nagpur came to me on having received of news of my accident. Even after receiving services from all, the doctor told that in future she will not be able to speak, move, and even lift the body from this side to that side. On hearing this everybody become remorse. Since that moment, I prayed to my dearest accomplished person Krishna with every breath of mine. My prayer was Oh! God please don’t confine me on my bed I do not desire any service from others so that I can do the work of my own till the last day of my life. The god considered my prayers and I was able to move and to do work slowly. My teacher examined me on several ways. I got a mental shock from one of my nearest and dearest persons which helped me to realize this world is fake and mortal. I prayed to God for having no further birth in this filthy and fake world. Every thing of this world is fake and none realise the value of depended ness, faith, love, sacrifice. Service. Only the God alone gives accompaniment in all the situations and I conceived the idea that I will spend my remaining life to have Him in my midst, without any further lapse of time I got third attack. Blood came out with urine. The doctor advised to scan my kidney and after scanning it was learnt that in my left kidney a growth has taken place like a lemon. After further examination, it was detected as cancer and by operation, that kidney was out of my body. During of my moving to operation theatre, it seemed that every one became grave, puzzled and afraid since there was no hope of my life. At that time only Krishna occupied my heart and soul and Great Guru/Teacher Sai was less known to me. He was then examining this disciple whether she is fit to follow the path of eternity. I told the doctor before injecting anesthesia to inform me. When the doctor informed that anesthesia will be pushed in my body, I earnestly prayed to God I leave this body on your lap now to go wherever you desire since I know you are in my life and you will remain in my life after death. If my work remain unfinished and I shall have to come back in this world for the purpose of doing that unfinished work let me spend that remaining life by serving you and performing your puja. I came back and in order to spend my remaining life by serving God and performing puja, I searched for an Guru. Everybody of my family consisting father, mother, elder sister and husband of my elder sister all had taken shelter of Ramakrishna Mission. So my elder sister accompanied me to Ramakrishna Mission. I sat at the feet of Guru about three hours but I could not consider him as my Guru from my heart. My elder sister thought since I am sick my mind is not prepared hence I came back. My operation was at Indore while I was at Bhopal on 4th July 1990 and we were transferred from Bhopal to Calcutta just by lapse of one and Half months while I was there at Bhopal, I visited several temples but none could attract my mind. After one and half years we were transferred to Hyderabad and Bangalore for eight months for auditing purposes. First Audit took place at Tirupathi. Before going for audit, we went to Shirdi. I had a strong desire to go to Shirdi Sai Baba. I have written at my first book “Sai Ek and Rup Anek “ many astonishments which take place there. My husband accompanied his colleague from \Tirupathi to Puttaparthy. Sai Baba on first occasion called my husband in an interview and discussed at a great length and presented a ring cvonsisting a green metal from invisible world and asked where your wife is. Why have you accompanied her? Bring her, she is my old disciple.
According to him, I was taken to Puttaparthy knowing my arrival Baba called me to his interview room. At first sight he forced me to remember all my past activities. As soon as I realized him as my Guru, I surrendered everything on his feet. He also stood simultaneously like a “Kalpatharu” and gave everything uttering “Mother accept everything of mine” . I was overwhelmed. I started this story only because when you are worthy and enable to hold the spiritual aspiration within you God will come himself to you to endow you with proper direction to reach the ultimate destination. Since He knows every aspect lying within you.
Therefore it is necessary to keep the heart and soul clear as clear is the temple so that the earthly six enemies cannot prepare their nests in the body. This is called fitness of mind and body. Many say when so much sorrow and trouble amongst good and honest persons there is no God. But Satya Sai Baba speaks when you are perturbed with sorrows sufferings and troubles it means that you have proceeded near to nearer and very soon you will overcome earthly ties. In fact, God judges the man whether he will remain stable when he is floating within troubles and agonies He thus judges the power of toleration of man before giving award to him, the self realization.
God thus examined me judged me and after observing my fitness, He awarded me what He wished to award.
God is not for a particular person. He is for all, He is impartial, He is eternal and every one can reach Him provided he makes himself pure, clean and makes fit to reach Him by self realization. This is an easy way to reach Him, to have Him in our midst provided we become self conscious considering the world is mortal and everything of this world ultimately has no existence and refrain from absorbing anything from this earthly world. It is not necessary to become saint to wear Saffron colour garment nor it is required to leave the house, if you can control your mind, if you can withdraw your mind from worldly affairs you can become saint. My father went to Ramakrishna Mission at the age of 18 to become a sanyasin or saint. After looking at his age and considering that he is eldest son and lost his mother, he has responsibility to look after his old father and younger brothers and sisters in the house, the saints of Mission advised him to go back to his home. Since proper saint is he who lives in the house but spend his life like a saint and my father throughout his entire life following the advices as suggested by the Saints of the Mission up to the last day of his life. When he left his earthly body he was uttering the name of God, his Guru. His life gives evidence what is meditation. This is all no more to discuss.
By judging yourself you can reach self-realisation for this it is essential to perform Puja, Bhajan discuss the events realizing to God, good accompaniments etc., You must concentrate mind on God, discuss the activities done by God, follow truth, serve the people: particularly old and distressed; be humble, love everyone, absorb anger; desire; jealousy and thus make your mind pure and perfect. Pure mind is the place of God. When mind becomes calm it is called eternity Meditation is the way to cross this earthly world. Heart and mind will be stable i.e., calm by two ways – Meditation and knowledge on God. Earthly knowledge is meaning less to cross the mortal world. Eternal knowledge is required to recognize properly the existence of each article and particle from which the mind must be withdrawn to have self-realisation in order to reach God. When our mind is fixed in God, all our desires go away. In this stage, no hungriness, no thirst – no desire, no anger, no allurement - nothing exists Only God exists. At this stage, no body even cares wealth of Indra it becomes meaningless. He is above all desires and to have anything.
Self-realisation is like a tree and its fruit is eternity when we judge the desires, knowledge, pleasures and accompaniment of saints by self-realisation we can attain eternity. Those who led by self-realisation, they are saints and those who do not, they remain as ordinary man without any knowledge of God. By self realization, they know about their soul which is part of divine soul. In Kali, those we pronounce the name of God always they become free. All the time, so long you are living consciously and even during taking and leaving breath, you must utter the name of God to become free from this world which Sri Satya Sai Baba advised.
Your earthly knowledge will be purified when you spend your time with saints by discussing the eternity of God.
To sum up the discussion, I can conclude that this world affairs must die down one day. The man who took birth must die one day leaving nothing but the fruit of his act. Hence, to reach God you must purify your heart and mind, be sincere and honest, love everybody, serve the old and distressed, help everyone with humbleness, be calm, don’t talk much(if you become talkative you will talk useless and meaningless). Thereby you will gain self-consciousness first step of reaching God and just at that mo9ment Guru will preach you to gain the knowledge of eternity of God.

“Tamaso ma jyotirgamaya”
MEANS
Oh God! Lead me from darkness to light
Dearth ness of knowledge is darkness. We become afraid seeing a rope in darkness as snake. Similarly unless there is light of knowledge we cannot decide which is correct and which is wrong; what is proper and what is improper. Thus by moving opposite direction, we spend more time to come to proper place and also become tired spoiled our life. It becomes impossible to attain the purpose of taking birth as a man and we can not reach the goal i.e., the real aim of becoming a man. God created man with special quality i.e., knowledge and judgment. Those qualities are not found in other types of creatures. Other types of creatures have or possess only one quality and that is how to arrange food for living. While man is bestowed with quality of knowledge and quality of deciding good and bad. Knowledge is also of two kinds :
1. Knowledge of earth and its ingredients and
2. Knowledge of self-realisation Knowledge to understand each organ of the body and each of their functions.
The purpose of such creation of man by God indicates that man must follow and adapt the ideas so that man can realize that there is difference between man and God by cultivating their minds as desired by God. That desired path is self-realization. Self-realization means a perfect knowledge on God. For attaining self-realization one should look at habits, behavior mode of living etc and if necessary by proper judgment he will modify them as required to reach God. In Kali Yug , it is full of sins and none care for religion. Everyone has become unreligious and full of sins. Sai Baba has not carried any weapon with him. During Treta YUG, THE SECOND ERA WHEN Ramachandra appeared with Bow and arrow. Because that time a few places and locations only infested with sins and impurities. He ruined the evils by bow and arrow and re-established with perfection. During Dwapar Yug,, the third era Sri Krishna appeared. When the kingdom of KURU led by Dhritarastra was full of sin and imperfection and impure, Krishna re-established Dharma Rajya, Religious Kingdom destructing Kuru-Kingdom with the help of playing, loving singing and applying his sharp knowledge. During this, Kali Yug, the fourth era, each and every one is corrupted with full of sins and neglected Dharma and Satya Sai Baba appeared as Kalki Avatar without any weapon. He appeared without any weapon because if he would have appeared with weapons none could love the world would have been perished and destroyed. He is preaching what is True, Dharma, Peace, and hate and love to remove the imperfections within men and establish pure ideas amongst them.
By establishing schools, Colleges, free cost hospitals, and by arranging Women education, Children BAL Bikash, Sacred thread ceremony, marriages etc., making the progress of society step by step. He says his life is his advice. He does not sleep. He remains always sleepless. It indicates that we should remain alert all the time so that we do not make any mistake. He always remains engaged for the betterment of the society, so that every person of the society can spend their lives peacefully, joyfully and every body of the society should act accordingly to live peacefully and joyfully unperturbed and happily.
Sai Baba is doing many social reform works for uplifting of the society, such as Bhajans, Kirtan good accompaniment serves to the poor and distressed people, to receive medicines from the hospitals, offer of services, money by the able bodied, peace of mind etc., to coach the children of the poor, women education, establishing temples, Puja and discourses etc., He has not professed any new religion. He appeared in Kali Yug to re establish the old Sanatan Dharma which people have forgotten , so that man becomes perfect by culturing this missing eternal religions. He asserts that if one follows the same religion, same Guru and same path, he will reach the desired destination . Because all religions lead every one to the same point since God is one and the same. One may call Bhagawan, one can call God, one can call Allah. All religions teach the same such love to all always speak true follow the honest way, give pleasure to others and please himself following the path of religion. It is required by every body to have physical fitness, mental fitness, peace and enlarge meant of soul, love is life of man. Man can not live without love and sympathy. The same God dwells in the form of a soul within the man. For that it is advised love all that will achieve the act of Puja, For the elimination of mental agonies/ darkness, Sai Baba has arranged Bal-Bhikas class for the children in a simple way and at appropriate time to mould the minds when the minds of the children remain as clay and soft to make their habits as desired. By soft mind as clay, one can make protract as he wants and can give shape according to his wish. He says at the beginning of the class any one should sit silently. When our mind remains calm, we may remember many past happenings which seem important but forget consequently he shall suffer a lot. Secondly, it is the easiest method to him. Disturbed mind can be calm if care is taken on breathings. When the mind is disturbed the breathings become fast. In time of birth, the breathing remains steady. The saints by practicing meditation make their breathings prolonged and steady and live long because frequent breathing makes the life short. The more the mind will be disturbed; frequency of breathings will be increased. To calm the mind there is only one method to make the life pure. In early morning between 4 A.M and 6 A.M is known as moment of Brahma. During that time, there is no pressure of work. No body comes at that time mind remains calm. It is the ideal time to concentrate the mind on God by sitting straight in a lonely place, then it would be easier to move from dark to light.
At the initial stage, only darkness will be seen. Satya Sai Baba tells that to break a stone, it requires 20 strikes but how a man can expect that the stone will be broken by only one strike or without any strike. Similarly, how he can expect favour from God by first sitting. Many asked Baba , why he calls for an interview of a man who comes for the first time, while others who have come several times with a hope to meet you, to touch you, but you remain adamant and do not look at them. Why it happens so? Man misunderstands Baba; but he does not realize his weakness. If a man asks himself why such happened, he will get proper reply then and there. Sai Baba appeared to make a change of their habits. He will take him to light from darkness. It is meaning of “Tamaso ma Jyotirgomaya”. Man is social creature. The rules which are to be followed by men in order to stay in society have been stated clearly and nicely by the Indian Culture is not available elsewhere. All the Indian festivals are for all e.g., Lighting on the occasion of Kali Puja. On this day Ram Chandra returned with Sita Devi after conquering Lanka and defeating Ravana the Great Demon. So it is the day of joy and people all over India spend the day with joy by lighting the light i.e., keep away the darkness. Durga Puja, Holy, Day of praying long life of brother, to tie the hand with thread merged with turmeric colour symbolizing every man is as brother, and the day of prayer for the betterment of son-in-law etc., All the festivals performed in India install love, friendship, relativity, unity, to make joy collectively , sacrifice serving etc., all the good qualities which enlighten the hearts and make every one joyous, no one can get joy by achieving their festival, alone. Every one desires to leave peacefully, joyously, forgetting the quarrel amongst each other which are the ideas of these festivals. Sai Baba says where there is no India, there is no other country. Ved was written in India, by Byas Deva. Indian culture and tradition are very nice old and producer of other religions, that is why whatever is not available in other countries they are available in India. Avataras have come in India. Many a time where there is Gold mine, Engineers will move there for getting knowledge what is truth on Caste , creed, Ashram, marriage and sacred thread ceremony. If we carefully think the purpose of festival Puja to so many God and Goddess we will realize definitely that by using these processes we search for truth. Unless we fix and settle our mind, heart and soul together, to search for the truth, it would be futile to overcome the illusion and darkness of mind.

Mind is not stable it always runs to and fro for which it was shown mouse carries Lord Ganesh. Mouse runs to and fro like our mind so we should be like Lord Ganesha to control our mind. Lord Ganesha drove the mouse sitting on its body. Mind will move according to our direction i.e., true aspect and we should engage our mind to search for truth. Mind always try to move towards mortal world and runs away through our five organs, unless we remain alert. But none should be disappointed. By keeping control on mind frequently we will use the mind to search for truth. It is customary that the sanyasis and saints live away from their relatives and from dwelling places for meditation with the idea to control over mind and engage the mind for the search of God and thus mind can not go to and fro. But it is not easy to control on mind by leaving away from his family. In order to maintain our body we require food and dwelling place. It is far better to live within the family there to live and maintain body by begging i.e., depending on others for your living. You should live in the family but you must not be entangled with any earthly aspect.
It is essential to keep in our mind that we are social creatures and we are dependants of society and it is our duty to serve the society since society has given us a lot and we must be free from debt of society during our life time. Unless we clear our debts rather repay our debts, we can not avoid the circle of birth and death:
1. Debts to mother: Like Brahma creator of this world, mother has given birth keeping within her womb for nine months nine days by donating her own blood flesh, food, for healing our body. It is not all to give birth and there is no end of her duty. Whole life she remains in anxiety for our betterment. Mother serves so long as we can not stand on our own leg and can perform the works needed to maintain ourselves. Debts of mother can not be repaid throughout our life serving her though we can try earnestly to repay some debts. This repayment of debts can be achieved by servicing, listening advice, helping, bestowing peace, joy and love. If every one attempts to repay the debts of mother it would develop the society and country and will bring peace and thereby he will also proceed towards manifestation of perfection already in him.
2. Debts of father: Like Vishnu, who maintains this world, father maintains child keeping eye on his health, education, earning and humanity. So long the child can not stand on his feet, the father remains responsible. As the parents nurtured their children will be according to their ideals. The parents are first Guru. It is therefore necessary to repay the debts of father and it can be done by the same process as the debt of mother is repaid such as by serving, listening advice and order, and helping, bestowing love, joy and peace. During the old age of parents they must be served just like their own child.
3. Debts of Society : Next to parents, those who have helped us or helping us such as relatives, friends, family members, teachers of school and colleges and those who have in any way helped us by proper advice and also helping us we should try to repay their debts. We receive help and benefits from farmers and other people of the society by some way or other and it is our duty to repay the debts which is called Debts to the society.
4. Debts of earthly creatures and organs: We receive benefits from different trees in different ways, so it is our duty not to harm them and we should serve them by pouring water on their roots. Similarly, we receive benefits from cows who give us milk, from dog who acts as watchman so we must serve them giving food, shelter etc.,
5. Debts to God: We read Ramayana, Mahabharata Gita, Chandi for purification of mind, we enjoy joining festivals thus we are in debt to the writers of these religious books they preach us how to enlarge our minds and helps us to know ourselves. We can repay their debts provided we follow their advices written in those books. So long we can not repay all these debts incurred from different persons we can not control our mind. When we sit calmly by closing our eyes we will realize our faults and our mind will move to and fro and it will create confusion amongst us. We can not tolerate darkness all the time. Some light the candle and by looking the lighting of candle they try to control their minds. Again some takes care of the breathing to control their minds. But the mind is so uncontrollable in spite of our vigilance and care cannot stop its movement.
When man ignores the faults of others and scrutinizes and criticizes his own loopholes and attempts to rectify them, God becomes pleased on him and helps him in many respects. Satya Sai Baba tells there are four types of men:
1. A man when he is in danger or lost his dearest men or important articles, he wants the shelter of God. They offer Puja and think that they have done appropriately to please God. Some time, they perform appreciable works and sometimes they do not hesitate to do work which is wrong or not appropriate. Thus their deeds consist many loopholes.
2. Second type of those who mind there is God but it is not very clear and visible to them. They live within affluent and by curiosity they join and take part in any matter, festival and Puja just to get some joy from them. They live just like upward down.
3. The Third type is merged with six bad elements of the world such as they are Proud, Envious, hater, Lustiness for having more and more, desirous and ignorant. They do not want any change; they do not care for any good advice and think that they know everything and all in all.

4. The Fourth type they live normally there is no loophole, they can attain God’s Grace. Their mind always seek how to get God’s Grace, they are hungry and thirsty for receiving God’s Grace. They want to follow the path prescribed by God. God’s Grace are always there and pouring on everybody but according to the capacity of man, they get and reap the benefit to enjoy.
Unless we become anxious to know what is truth, our mind can not be controlled. Speed of movement of mind is very fast since mind is invisible, it can move any where and every where at any time without our knowledge Mind is so tiny and invisible that none can realize its features. Arjun enquired before SriKrishna, how mind can be controlled. Sri Satya Sai Baba and Sree Ramakrishna Paramahansa informed the method which is very simple and easy. Sree ram Krishna Paramahansa told that the maid servant does the household works of your house, takes care of your children but her mind remains alert all the time for her children. As mother performs all works of the house but her inner mind remains alert on her children.
We observe those women to carry water filled vessels on their heads by keeping their minds alert on vessels pass their ways talking to each other and moving their bodies. By practicing that way we can perform all the works of household controlling our mind on God and this is called Puja. Puja means concentration of mind on God and chanting His performances. To cross the river, we use boat similarly by reciting the name of God in mind we can cross over the mortal world. During Kali Yug reciting of God’s name in mind is solution to cross and thereby we can control the mind as well. Sri Satya Sai Baba says that both doing work and remembering God are necessary. Sri Satya Sai Baba says that man gets Grace of God and can move toward light from darkness.
1. Whose mind, voice and action are one and same? What mind thinks, produces before others and acts accordingly. The men whose mind talking and action are same they get respect as perfect. There is no value of dead man’s head though head of a dead Goat carries some value. Man fixes value of everything but if he fixes the value of his own, it require value of his words. Sri Ram Chandra told let the body may go but don’t allow to go the value of your words which you have pronounced or uttered.
2. The man who is humble, calm, stable, alert loves every one without any desire; kind, ever ready to serve others, clean minded like a child’s mind and ready to sacrifice himself he is only man who can move to the God and only he can reach the god. He realized the purpose of his earthly body.
3. To find faults of others and time spent to rectify is needless. If one can realize his fault and try to rectify himself he will become perfect and God will help him living within his heart.
There is a story how the shoe was discovered:
Once a King asked his ministers to arrange a method so that no dirt and thorn can touch his feet. They decided after thinking that wherever the King will go carpet will be placed or laid down to avoid touching of dirt and thorn. Every one including King himself appreciated and awards were given. Accidentally the King desired to move to the forest to kill deer. On hearing this, every body was perturbed as to how to save the feet of the King, since it is not possible to lay the carpet in the forest
because in the forest the King may move anywhere and everywhere to kill the deer. All on a sudden, a man invented with the help of his brain that we can cover the feet of the King with some substance then wherever he goes, his feet will not touch the dirt and thorn. Thus shoe was discovered. Similarly, if man thinks, his own fault by applying his brain, then , quarrel, shout, waste of time, disagreement can be stopped altogether and peace, love, prestige etc., remain stable every where in locality, country, kingdom and even in whole world and it would be like a heaven on earth and man will live there peacefully with joy.
We discussed earlier that to move towards manifestation from darkness, we require patience to follow rules and regulations, calmness, to remain quite. The man who wants to move from darkness to eternity, he must follow Lord Ganesh. If we look at Lord Ganesh from his head to toe carefully we will find with head of elephant. Head of elephant is the biggest amongst head of any other creature. Power to remember, cleverness and the power of judging are maximum amongst other animals. This is the reason why Lord Ganesh was adorned with head of elephant. These qualities of brain are essential to a man for the movement to eternity from earthly world. Eyes of Ganesh are too small. It would have been difficult if the eyes of elephant could have been larger as the body. The inner meaning that eyes may be small but the sight is perfect. Small to smaller can not lose his sight. We should look at the smallest with same sight as we use for the elders. Don’t be negated to the small. Small can bring danger in life therefore it is not desirable to avoid the small. Ears of the elephant are very large. It indicates the ears of elephant to understand what is happening around him. Nothing is unknown and nothing can be escape from hearing. After hearing, one should reply after careful thinking and which are of irrelevant must be kept in mind and it should not be focused with the help of trunk, which serves the purpose of hand and nose of a man can pick up needle from the earth again it can lift heavier items and can uproot the big and large trees. There is a proverb that some moves make their nose high. It indicates that those people are rich do not care any one. But nose of elephant though high, they can move their nose this or that side. Elephant can cross the way in any situation and they also guide us. Lord Ganesh has four hands In right upper hand he keeps a rope and in another a weapon like sword. In right lower hand he catches a lotus and by left lower hand one type of sweet called laddu made of powder of chana, pulse and sugar, paneer and dry fruits like kis-mis, pista, nut etc., Some time we see Lord Ganesh carrying in his lower hand one copy book at his left lower hand and pen in his right lower hand. He is writing the Vedas as was dictating by Vyasa Deva Son of Parasar Muni. Hope in right upper hand of Ganesh indicates that we have been tied ourselves with the earthly affairs and in other i.e., left upper hand with a sword indicates we must be freed from earthly affairs just by cutting the rope. In right lower hand carries one lotus which indicates to make our heart like a lotus with good fragrance. As Lotus calls the bees to collect honey similarly we should attract the God for our rescue. Laddu he carries on his lower left hand does not indicate that he loves Laddu. Laddu is made of sugar juice with other dry fruits and powder of pulse (chana). It indicates he wants unity amongst men without any difference like Laddu; juice of sugar has tied them together. Where there is no love, there is no God. Another interpretation the writer of this book has referred that Ganesh holds copy book in one hand (lower left hand) and he holds a pen in lower right hand to write. Diary we use to write to record important events and we follow them according to our needs. If we can complete one work before taking good-bye from this world then we will be free from circle of birth and death. God is watching our actions and writing results of our actions. Nothing can be avoided from his sight.
Elephant’s four legs like thick pillars indicate from Vedas. If we spend our lives following these four Vedas, we will be freed from the circle of having birth and death.
Lord Ganesh is on the back of mouse. The structure of Lord Ganesh like as an elephant how he can move at the back of mouse. It is impossible but it indicates that mind is also like that of a mouse and it can not stay calmly. Lord Ganesh by his big as well as heavy body twisted the mouse so that it can not move to and fro and instructed the man of the world to twist the uncontrollable mind by pressure. Man’s mind is similar to the nature as mouse possesses. Man’s mind is very mean and futile. Mind carries man. Some time mind acts of a beast, sometimes it acts as demon, sometimes behaves like men of aim some times it behaves like God. Movement of mind depends on three qualities: “Tama” “Raja” and “Sathva”. When quality of Tama is within man he does acts of meanness and idleness. Men become mean and idle who possess “Thama”. Raja drives us without considering good and bad. Sathva helps us to perform noble work and push us upwards. All these three qualities bind or entangle us within the circle of birth and death. But those have made themselves free from finding of them these qualities they are called above the three qualities i.e., “Trigunalita” and by searching the truth they can overcome their circle of birth and death.
We shall to please Lord Ganesh by earnest and sincere prayer in order to move to light i.e., manifestation of life from darkness. It requires pleasing Ganesh.
We must adopt the followings: Unity, friendship, tolerance, power of judging good and bad, Kindness, serving, to help others in time of need, calmness, self respect, self-force etc., these qualities must be manifested for perfection within us. For moving to the eternal these qualities must be possessed and controlled. When man moves towards eternity he shall have to cross through a dark channel and Lord Ganesh is waiting at the first gate. Therefore doing any act we must pray to Lord Ganesh for its success. He fulfills the desires of mind and removes all hazards from the path we move. So he is called fulfiller of desires and remover of all disturbances .If we can prepare our mind perfectly it is known as proper prayer offered to Lord Ganesh. Now the readers are requested to listen carefully and earnestly because what is to be discussed it depends upon realization of each. Man realizes according to his performance. Here there might be some differences Lord Ganesh allows a person to move towards Kulakundalini after ascertaining the perfection the man holds. It can be possible when a man surrenders himself before God absolutely. Sri Ramakrishna Paramahamsa surrendered everything including his earthly body excepting truthfulness. Similarly Lord Ganesh will allow a person who has surrendered himself at its entirety to God. It is known as awakening the Kulakundalini. There are three qualities within our body “Tama”, “Raja” , and “Satwa” as discussed earlier. Amongst these three qualities, “Tama” is worst. It passes through “Iva” nerve at the left side of our back. Raja nerve passes through right side of our back bones known as “pingala” nerve and “Satwa” nerve passes through midst of our back bone known as “Susunda “ nerve.
All these qualities started from brain and came down to the lower portion of the body. One of these three qualities “Tama” is black and it has been compared with black water of Yamuna, second “Raja”, it is red and compared with water of Ganges and “Satwa” is white compared with river “Saraswati”. As all the three rivers, Yamuna, Ganga and Saraswati touched in a place named Prayag where “Kumbh Mela” takes place which is known as place of unity i.e., “Sangam” . Similarly, where these three qualities Tama, Raja and Satwa touched at a point is known Kulakundalini. Whichever is available in this world all can be had within our Pinda, i.e., Kulakundalini when we concentrate our mind and sit for meditation initially we can see many things. At first stage all bad motives pass through the channel of our mind. Rivers, Hills, bazaars, men, sceneries, articles, animals, and creatures can be flushed. They pass just the film passes on the curtain while we see the cinema, but they pass silently. Many observe dangerous things and they become afraid such as snake, Rakshasa those who destruct everything that exists and inhuman shadows etc., and are afraid without having a way to come out. Some times, we think we have fallen down on earth, but these are all real. According to our work we should feel all these events i.e., you will realize fruits according to your act. First circle of Kulakundalini is Circle named “Muladhar”, root of your entity i.e., earth. In Muladhar circle it seems there are four red tube lights. By these lights one can observe a lotus consisting four leaves and one of these four leaves is of triangular shape.
From above the head, the power of knowledge consisting hundred percent of eternal knowledge come down which by proper use we may proceed towards goal. Muladhar means earth or world. If we come out of the door, i.e., Muladhar, we will come in the midst of mortal earthly world and become puzzeled, follow wrong path or even we move towards wrong way. Every man has eternal power within him. After citing the earthly affairs, we become puzzled and alarmed when that power situation in unconscious state in between organ or origin of creation and joint of all nerves of human bodies in the form of a circled snake pulling its tail in the mouth and bestowing the original organ of creation inclusive of organ in original form. Muladhar is the place where this power lies. That power is similar to earth including its desires. When we proceed towards heart it is known as awakening Kulakunmdalini. Kula means absolute and eternal and Kundalini means the state of a circle as snake lies in circle. The movement from Muladhar to Sahasrar is similar to proceeding from differences to indifferences, from many to unity. There are seven circles to be crossed from Muladhar to reach Sahasrar . The function of each circle is to purify our minds gradually. These circles may also be called Lotus since these circles look like Lotus. These different circles indicate different God, Goddess, and bear these signs and names in the form of an apparatus as we can say “c” for Calcutta. A for Allahabad and so on. It would not be discussed at a great length since it is needless. We fixed our attention so that ordinary people simply realize one contention and proceed towards the goal and reap the benefits therein in order to attain the truth. Circle has its own identity. We discussed here about the circle of Kundalini in detail because, without having knowledge of kundalini we are being deceived from eternal joy and peace due to collaboration of Shiva and Shakti together within us. This unity of Shiva and Shakti is within all the human bodies but for our ignorance we can reveal the situation of elements consist in human bodies. It is the only desire of a man to have everything and use them according to his with and do not care for awakening their hearts. Awakening of kundalini is a great aspect and full of mysteries. It requires indulging in prayer to God. Power of Kundalini is known as eternal power. This power lies in Muladhar in unconscious state bestowing the origin of original organ for creation. The unity amongst desire, knowledge and action is known as third power consisting the above three status of mind. As the third power awakes in mind development takes plkace accordingly and mind crosses gradually, chronologically the circle of “Muladhar” “Swadhisthan” “Manipur” “Anahata” and searching “Bishudha Chakra” it moves upward and reaches “Aagna Chakra” known sixth charka or circle. Here this power assimilates other organ and reaches eternity. Seventh circle is known as “sahasrar” above the circle of command i.e., “Aagna charka”. In Sahasrar, soul of saint embraces Lord Shiva and becomes one and the same. After reaching here the saint with full knowledge in awakening state comes back to his own scheduled state. Since then his life becomes free and no dirt and impurity can touch as the lotus, even after growing from dirty clay, remains free from dirt. No charms of world can fasten him any more. He lives in a family but not as a family member, he is free from anything of world by affairs and this stage is known as Sanyas or state of a saint. The Lotus grows in filthy and dirty clay but neither any filth nor any dirt and water can exist on its leaves. This type of freed man looks every one in identical with no differences amongst them. They do not excite in joy and neither feels remorse during sufferings. Always they spend their time calmly, peacefully, stable, alert and love every one like family members. There remains no difference between caste, creed, language, country, male or female. They are only saint. They are willing just to see, touch and speak with Kalki Avatar.
1. Muladhar Chakra: Circle of start i.e., root, Power kundalini in unconscious state just like an umbrella made of nerves exists in between organ of creation and organ through which we discharge unrequired substances from our belly like the saint can not overcome the enmity of six elements called six –ritus such as desire, anger, hanker, charm, hate and proud to proceed towards above for uplifting. Power Kundalini exists bestowing the Organ of origin of creation at Muladhar by 3 ½ rounds as the snake lives in circle and the saint by his meditation awake and open the rounds of the circle. This circle consists of four leaves and in the midst there is triangle which is burnt like a red tube light. This part gets energy from Muladhar Chakra.
2. Swadhisthan charka: Circle of own stand i.e., those who can cross the circle of Muladhar can reach on Swadhisthan Chakra. This circle looks like a lotus bearing six leaves. This also lightened with red tube light and a picture of fine painting is seen. The position of this circle is above the organ of creation. The organs lie on this circle gets power of senses. Therefore these organs must get proper respect by offering Puja without behaving rudely and unmannerly. God for maintaining creation acts like male and female both i.e. with duel powers of Shiva – Shakti and each of us are part to Shiva and Shakti and it is our duty to maintain creation we must act what they desire. It is our duty, known as Dharma, must not be entangled ourselves with earthly motives, pleasures and desires. If we realize the aim of His creation and meaning of creation properly and follow accordingly then we will be able to proceed towards goal. God has given us body and different organs just to maintain his creation. We must keep this idea of God in memory which will lead us to the end of goal.
3. Manipur Chakra: this charka or circle consists of ten leaves of lotus. This lotus is of red color painted nicely like a tube light. It exists just by the side of joints of all nerves. All parts organs of our belly get knowledge of power from this wheel. Whatever we eat come here and by digesting them we get blood, flesh and bone and blood flows through all the organs of our body. We should eat which are easily digestible, good and nourishing which do not affect our mind to think about God and must be prepared by family members who should be attached with the love and earnestness of person prepares. Mental stability depends on consumption of food. Rich food such as meat, fish, egg, wine etc., if we take it will perturb our mind and health and will fall in prey of several unbound desires. When our mind become perturbed it will stand on the way to move toward desired destiny. The person of Tama Quality consumes more which have been rotten, spoiled, cold in an irregular manner, hurriedly they suffer much and become sick, unhealthy and they also act as such which might not be tolerated they become mean in nature. If we take care for our meal earned honestly we can nurture our mind in proper way and nothing can stand on the way to proceed toward desired goal. None should waste the food since Baba said food is God.
4. Anahata Chakra: Wheel Anahata. It exists within our heart or breast. We receive power of knowledge required by the organs of breast from this wheel. Heart transmits or infuses blood all over of our body. Two blowers for taking breath secure living power from outside worked and keep us living. We get oxygen from the air which purifies the blood and transmit blood within the entire body. The power which this wheel holds is joyous and desirous. Beneath this wheel, there exists seed of human organ. Beneath the lotus there is kalpa vriksha tree i.e., willful tree. This will fulfill all desires. This lotus is of red colour with eight folds on which this Kalpavriksha exists.
Baba says that the spiritual hearts exists on the right side of breast. All humble thoughts exist in that heart and Goddess Lakshmi resides. Narayan resting on Seshnag and Seshnag extending all the hoods erected an umbrella on Narayan. Narayan lies on the circle formed of seshnag and Goddess Lakshmi serving him. Thus if our mind is cherished with noble ideas, Narayan will be pleased and take care of us all the time. Hoods of snake indicate unbound desires. All the desires must be had to endow himself with grace of God and to have Him. Therefore all the hoods of the snake are towards Narayan. Narayana lies on the hoods of the snake which indicates all desires must be controlled to remain free from any hazard as such that no desire can stand on the way. If it is possible all good quality will be focused of mind which is called dharma or religion. When our mind is filled with honest thoughts, better and expected ideal ideas then only our acts will be sincere and honest. God expects honest and sincere thoughts and acts. Our heart symbolizes temple of God which must be kept clean and sacred. Truthfulness, follow own religion without any hesitation, maintain peace in mind free from jealousy and love to all are the ornaments and the jewels of heart.
5. Bishudha Chakra: Purified wheel: Place of this wheel is at the throat and lotus consists of sixteen leaves. Eternal bliss is available drop by drop from this wheel. All the organs of neck get power from the wheel. Speaking power we acquire from this power, if the mode of utterance becomes sweet true, calm hearty the God becomes pleased. Don’t say even the truth if it hurts the other. During the war of Kurukshetra, Sri Krishna asked Yudhisthir to say that Aswathama, son of Dronacharya was killed just to defeat Dronacharya in the war. This was a lie i.e. untrue and Yudhisthira hesitated to tell and he addressed Dronacharya saying that an elephant named Aswathama is dead.(“Aswathama hata iti Gaja”) Yudhisthir never uttered a lie and if he tells Aswathama is dead, Dronacharya will believe for that Krishna advised him about the word elephant in a low voice. Since Yudhisthir told the elephant named Aswathama is dead in a low voice, he had to observe the hell. Thus no body can escape from telling a lie. Man maintained their status according to their habit of telling truth or a lie. That is why Sri Ram always maintained his word what he uttered. There is a proverb about his name let the life be perished the word once he uttered should not be changed. Satya Sai Baba who is Kalki Avatar speaks very mildly and sweetly. He speaks only the important advice slowly. He does not talk much. His name is Satya and he always follows truth ness. True and sweet words are ornaments of tongue. The man who does not keep his word, he has no value or status. Nobody believes and loves him. Not only we speak through our mouth we take meal also. This food is made of by pure earthly elements. Our body is meant for work so we must take that much which necessitates maintaining our body. Don’t waste food since food is God. If we consume more than our requirements and waste then many poor have to face the days without food and it becomes a great sin.
We must consume which is prepared with love and honest by our nearest men only to that extent which is actually required. It we eat palatable food according to our desires, we will be controlled by our mind and we will not be able to proceed for betterment. Soul is part of Great Soul. For self realization, we must clean our path by removing all dirt and filth. This is called senseless.
6. Aagna Chakra: Aagna Chakra is placed on the forehead. There exists white lotus with two layers. Inner soul lives within this lotus like fire is blazing. It gleams from all four side as such it gleamas from Muladhar to Brahma Randha where Brahma resides. Above that is Brahma Mandal . Brahma Mandal is known as Hansa and with this Hansa, Param Shiva with all his power exists. It is known as place of Guru and no saint can proceed ahead without the command of God.
Maha Shiva which exists look like a thumb. Initially eye of knowledge seems as ordinary eye; there is no attraction since it can not be ascertained on which side it is looking. According to the progress of saints, that eye becomes steady and comes under control. Just like a door / entrance facing towards “sahasras”, By that eye that eyes become visible. It also has been seen how creation, maintenance and destruction take place in this earthly world. The saint observes his own soul flooded with deep light of different colour seems dancing by bees around him from all sides and he listens voice of Omkar. He listens many sweet sounds and blow of horns. Before eyes he observes lights of deep blue colour. Even by looking his surroundings specially towards God’s picture he found a deep flash of light around him. When he attains eternal knowledge, he gains truism. In this step it is revealed that he is not a mere body his soul is a part of Great soul. Man stops to move on reverse way. Mind is filled with full of peace, joy and stability. He moves towards that point after careful scrutinizing what his aim or goal. When he reaches that point he forgets all mental problems all agonies and all thinking. That knowledgeable eye with the help of knowledge of God enriched our human body . For acquiring that knowledge the creatures take birth so many times. Man had to cross 84 lakhs wombs in order to free himself and to come out the circle of birth and death. He thinks himself humble for the grace of God which has been bestowed on him. Only the God is Chief and all in all and we are just like a doll in His hands. As we move from darkness towards light, i.e. knowledge of manifestation the door become open or steps becomes visible of the circles of mind. As we set fire on fire arms it moves towards sky and brushed into the air spreading its light on all sides. Similarly manifestation of knowledge pierced the circle one after another. Many types of manifestations may be observed with different colours such as Green, Blue, Red like fire, Mazanda, Light blue, light green, yellow etc., These different colours are of different types of ideas put below the different colours which are within us with different names of ideas:-
A. Those who are hopeless and have no idea about God, their colours are as follows:
1. Desire- Colour is like deep and thick Wine
2. Anger – Deep red colour
3. Greedy – Reddish brown
4. Charm- Light ash colour
5. Proud – Bright ash colour
6. Hate – Dark Black
7. Revenge – Black
8. Envy – Black
9. Jealous – Deep Green
10. Fear - Reddish brown
B. Five types mental formation arises in the mind manifests around the body and the light the body fetches are of the following colours for hopeful persons:-

1. Greedy like mother-
2. a) Amongst husband and wife-
b) Power of tolerance of generocity, and power of absorption- Deep Green
3. Desire of humbleness to God – Deep Blue
4.
5.

Smt.Charanjit Ghui discussed in her book about colour of health-which are identified about my imagination. He described how many types of man can be. At present, different instruments have been discovered by which snaps can be taken of inner portion including the light coming out of human body and by observing that snap the nature of man can be identified. Many saints those who have developed their mind can also see by their bare eyes. Man acts according to the mind. We ascertain the mentality by observing the behaviour. It may be of four kinds :--
1. God like
2. Ordinary
3. Devil
4. Beast


1. God Like:
a. Believe in God
b. Acts without desire
c. Sees God amongst every body
d. Surrenders his own desire for others
e. Remains happy in all the time and in all situations
f. Helps everyone, never hurts
2. Ordinary man-like:--
a. Believes in truth and Dharma (religion)
b. Follows to do his duty and responsibility
c. Kind
d. Assimilate himself in all situations
e. Think about others.
f. Loves to donate
g. Power of tolerance holds
h. Helps every one
3. Devil minded:
a. Likes to eat drink and rest or lie
b. Always selfish
c. Strikes and abuse others
d. Mind are fixed with jealousy and hatred
e. He is greedy, angry and ready for taking revenge
f.
g. Greedy for each and every item
4. Beast like man:--
a. Busy to eat all the time
b. Remains sick all the time.
c. Do not care for anything which are even required for other creatures who also suffer from regular monthly outflow of blood.
d. To fulfill his desire he commits theft, he begs and takes loans
e. He thinks about his body and pleasure of mind and does not think about others they become rascals
To come to “Aagna Chakra” one has to cross from darkness to light i.e. eternal power. Even after this there remains a long way to cover. When Kundalini awakes we attain the bless of God and can see touch and address Him and at that juncture we receive bless of Guru as well.
It is the first step when one moves from mortal world towards soul which is part of eternity or Great Soul when this march gradually proceeds from darkness towards light i.e., from Muladhar to Aagna Chakra this is known as second step. During this long march he comes across different types of revelations, sounds, and sceneries and also acquires many abilities i.e., “Siddhies”. He thus acquires Asta Siddhis i.e., eight types of abilities. It is useless to discuss about these eight types of abilities but these abilities create hurdle to proceed further that he falls a prey to these abilities; becomes doomed and he cannot reach the goal to Brahma. He slips from his path and all his power goes away. It was discussed just to alert the marcher of this path. Aagna Chakra is the sixth one it also known as place of Guru. When the saint reaches at this stage he secures the power of revelation of God. Mind acts according to soul’s advice hence correct decision can be taken deciding bad and Good. It eliminates the actions of xix enemies from his heart. When self-realisation embodied within him, he becomes calm, humble, gentle and honest. He always speaks truth and sweet. He speaks a very few and maintain the value of his word; then everyone loves and respects him. Since his act, voice and work become one and the same , God also loves him. His life becomes valuable. He remains aloof in the society and none get any hurt from him.
No body remains away from him for fear, hate and neglect. He lives himself in joy and gives pleasure to others. Like a free bird, he moves everywhere he likes. He finds God everywhere and then he does not feel lonely. Every one his own, he wants betterment of each and he deserves each to live in peace. As the sky is visible through the mirror similarly he feels the existence of soul in heart. As the water remains beneath the earth similarly he realizes the soul in heart. As by lighting a candle the darkness removes similarly with pure heart, he realizes existence of God within the soul. Mortal body may be dead but the soul is eternal. Those who realized this essence of life no impurity can touch him and his behaviour never is filthy. Though that enlightened great soul always exists in the same situation, during all the three stages of past, present and future for the invisibility ordinary person can not aware of its existence. Self realized persons destroys the structure and darkness of mind just to live in eternal peace according to will and thereby earns greater joy and peace. If one really enlightens with great soul he always exists within the spiritual knowledge and never forgets.
If one can once overcome the lie of his soul he never be absorbed by illusions of those qualities as “Satwa”, “Raja”, and “Tama”.
He has neither any enemy nor he becomes an enemy to others. Now, the world is full of sins even then the world exists as before for these type of religious people. All sins are washing away only for the existence of a few religious people.
This type of persons can even bring back the first era i.e., Sathya Yug. God appears there where such persons dwell in the form of Avatar and engage them for purifying the world desired by God. This type of spiritual man do not require any thing even though they get all the items required to proceed on other way to purity the world since God Himself takers care about them. When Swami Vivekananda desired to attend Dharma Maha Sabha at Chicago in America one King of Madras came forward and helped him to go to America. Thus, God helped him to attend the Dharma Maha Sabha at Chicago. Those who depends on god, God unfetters.
Fitness of Saints not only examined by God, the saint himself also examined. That type of happenings also happened in my life. I wish to narrate them here just to apprise the readers that when one depends fully upon God-God will look after him. Many advised me not to speak about self realization to others, but I think if it makes me proud it will create hurdle to proceed on towards the goal. But, if one takes required care that is not to indulge proddiness in him, he can express everything in its infinity to uplift the others to follow the ideas so that in one day they may also reach the goal i.e., they attain self-realisation. It is a fact that man can uplift himself at its own. No one can do his upliftment. This knowledge of self realization can not be shared with others help and that is why such type of persons are very few and limited. I believe that I hold the situation of my mind to assimilate from entirely. Only the person bestowed by the Grace of God with power to hold this grace and love within him, he can express all about his realization without any fear of sliding unintentionally from the path. It is my earnest desire to serve others when God himself appeared before us with the attire of a man. God is not for a particular person. Those who earnestly and sincerely with pure heart desires to have Him, they will be bestowed by God’s Grace. I will be pleased if I can help a few even to follow that path. Once I raised the point before Baba that Baba, I am getting so many realizations and I want to write a book narrating those feelings. Baba was pleased too much and advised me to write saying I would be too pleased if you write and he blessed me as well. When I wrote “Sai Ek Rup Anek” he translated the title of the book in Hindi “One Prabhuke Anek Name” (One Lord possesses several names).
Baba maintained his word. He blessed the book many a time in different method. I am discussing two/three happenings from which the readers will realize that God knows everything. He is every where and He is all in all. What he speaks he does. He blessed me then and there, knowing what has been written in the book and to what extent I realized Him are entirely true.
First time Baba touched the book and blessed when my husband sat with the book in hand. Act of editing was done by one Gowin Roy of Putaparti who is a professor of a College. At that time, the book was in manuscript form i.e., unprinted. Baba by making His hand on the book and spraying Ganges water accepted the book. When my husband returned me the book I did not see any signature of Baba on the book and I questioned my husband about it. In reply my husband said `it can not be asked to Baba to put his signature on the book’ and I was told to write to Baba about it. After 2/3 months while my husband was going to Puttaparti he advised me to write to Baba. I handed over to my husband the letters written by my friend with a thought to write by myself. But I forgot absolutely to write to Baba. I recollected in my mind about my writing to Baba when my husband was sitting on the verandah of Asram. I was frustrated and I could not forgive myself for this act by me. Suddenly, I remembered that I told Baba `henceforth the room selected for Baba will be as interview room’. So I will ask whatever I desire in that room. I entered again in the Puja room since I left the Puja room after attending Puja a few minures before. I prayed a lot to Baba about forgetfulness of my mind. In my prayer, I requested Baba to see the book once more call my husband at the interview room and place your signature on it. You advised me earlier not to consider the photo, as phot of yours. Hence I am praying before your photo considering it as Baba Himself is in existence. After coming out from Puja Room, I was thinking about this when my husband rang me from Puttaparty. When I lifted the receiver, I was told by my husband with tremendous joy “Listen, today there was a miracle”, I enquired whether he was called in at interview room. My husband was surprised and asked me how I learnt it? Again he enquired – Do you know what Baba did in the interview room after calling me? I questioned whether Baba gone through the book again carefully and put his signature on the book. My husband became astonished to hear and asked me saying that you have learnt everything. Baba actually called my husband in the interview room, went through the book by lifting several pages and told my husband how much trouble she has to take to write. Baba enquired about the title of the Book. My husband replied “Sai Ek Roop Anek”. Baba told, “Very Good. Many names of one Lord”
Then Baba told “Your wife is very good. She is better than you”. In English “With Blessings –Sri Satya Sai Baba” wrote on the book putting His signature there. I narrated about my experiences here with the idea just for the belief of readers that Baba is none else but the Great Soul i.e., God. Baba exists every where, what he speaks is true. Baba Told me he who calls me earnestly from his heart, he will receive my reply. He lives in heart and nothing is away from Him. What better proof can be had?
For that purpose if we follow Satya Sai Baba according to his direction there we all will be able to reach to our destiny or goal. To travel this path-the travelers must purify, enrich and purify their heart and mind in order to realize God there. Though God exists within every body in their heart but the heart of saint only can realize the existence of God in him. Every body is entitled to have that great pleasure since they are part of Him. There is no end of him, everlasting and joyous. Satya Sai Baba is everlasting and it is impossible to express about him which has no end. He loves them who love Him. He loves deeply his followers just like a mother takes care of her children and many have realized in their hearts. I wish to narrate a few incidents before the readers how I was adored with His blessings and love because the aim of my discussion that He is none but Sri Satya Sai Baba who stood before me during my dangers. To day, he is Kalki Avatar. There is no scope of any hesitation about Him that He is none but Kalki Avatar. I wish to narrate first incident of my life:
We were in Hyderabad during 1995 to 1997. There my husband was posted as Managing Director of State Bank of Hyderabad. Office of my husband arranged a few persons to serve us but I forced them to push the calling bell before 7 in the morning because I used to leave my bed at 4 a.m. for meditation and my husband used to perform his daily worship, between half past five to seven. We desired to live lonely during meditation and puja. Here we used to get water from Tanker every alternate day since there was no water connection. The day in early morning I arose from my bed reciting a mantra “Prata-Swaranang Sree Guru Charanam” i.e., in remembrance of early morning and remembrance of the feet of Sri Guru. Every early morning I used to drink half cup of tea before going to the bath room for attending natural calls. That day, so much water infused on the floor of kitchen which was not known to me and could not locate. I usually do not light the lamp since it will create absence of mind within us. Consequently, I slipped in the water and fell down on the floor. Tea pot fell from my hand. My husband used to lie in his bed which is far away from the kitchen. He heard the sound of falling of tea-pot from my hand and thought it might be slipping of the tea-pot from my hand and slept again being on the other side. I mentally felt within the water that my body has become two pieces. It seemed to me that my back-bone was broken at the waist and I could not stand even after several attempts and also no sound came out of my mouth though I was thinking that my husband may hear the sound of my falling. When I could not lift my body and tolerate terrible pain, I remembered the God who always accompanies the devotees in all the situations. Usually I don’t want to perturb Him in small events but at this moment there was no other alternative. Then I addressed Sri Satya Sai Baba and told Him Baba, look at me, you are my Preacher, Guru. I fell down while I was uttering your name and praying. In factory during Office-time if any accident takes place the Chief of the factory becomes responsible to set right the defect. In my case, you are my Chief and take care of me and make me stand on my feet. No body is coming forward. Nobody is there besides you by my side. You are my nearest and dearest ; so Sai you come and lift me since I can not tolerate any more. I don’t know ; none has come to me but I felt immense power within me and I stood on my feet crossing two steps to enter in our bed-room and told my husband about my slip and falling down. Give me “Arnica Mout” one dose (a homeopathy medicine). My husband arose from his bed and administered me with the medicine and left for Bath-room. He did not enquire when I slipped, where I got hurt; nothing. He did not conceive that it may be of a serious nature. From the bath room, he went straight to the Puja room. At seven, after doing Puja, and Aarati, he came down with the dish of Aarati in his hands and angrily asked me why have not attended during Aarati even after hearing sound of Aarati. I told him don’t be angry, let me be taken to Hospital and open the back door probably Pacheswar, the servant is waiting there with pouch of milk. On hearing this, he was much perturbed. Immediately, he rushed to open the door and tried to connect the hospital for ambulance again and again. No driver of Ambulance was available in early morning so none came. The distance of hospital was about ten miles so he was in futility trying for an early action, he connected the doctor over phone. For doing all this, it was 8 A.M. fortunately; my driver reached my place earlier. He used to come at 9 A.M. But that day he came at 8 A.M. We three, I, my husband and servant went to the hospital by the car. I was chanting “Sairam” “Sairam” always in my mind and applying “Bebuti” and taking “Bibuthi”. I was trying to set right myself. In hospital when I was taken in wheel chair to doctor for X-Ray of my waist, the doctor wanted to push pathedin injection. He was holding in his hand the needle of injection with full of pathedin. I told him I don’t allow pushing injection on my body. The doctor was annoyed and asked me whether there is allergy in me. I replied no. It is needless to me. The doctor made X-Ray and told four bones are fractured in my waist though they exist in their own position. He advised bed rest for 21 days immediately and even he arranged bed pan. But when I wept for using bed-pan, it hurts me. Hence after closing the door I asked my servant to take me to bath room. In bath room, I had to cross one step above. What else can be done I climbed that step. When the doctor came to know that I am not taking any medicines and I am climbing the steps to use bathroom, he became angry and sent me back to my house by Ambulance after four days because the part of body which was affected from that point all nerves of senses move within the whole body and he was afraid my body would be paralised. But I was examining myself whether I have fixed my soul and mind entirely on the Blessings of my Guru. Whether is any short coming in my faith on Him? I distribute “Bibuthi” to others and tell don’t be worried- everything will be set right including physical and mental agonies if it is applied with sincere faith. I was urged from my inner thought to verify myself whether I actually left everything of my life on my guru. My husband, doctor and relatives became angry on me for not having taken any medicines. Nobody even talks mildly even with me. On 22nd April I slipped and fell and the hospital sent me back to my house on the 25th April at night. On 26th April, Sai Bhajan to be arranged in our house as scheduled in each month. It was my desire that Sai Bhajan will take place as scheduled in every month. Neither my husband nor the servant Gopeswar was aware about the required items which were needed for the Bhajan were stored in our Deity room. Arrangements are to be made in the drawing room in ground floor for accommodation of the followers who usually attend the Bhajan. I was thinking a lot lying on my bed since it was troublesome on my part to go up crossing so many steps on the stairs. I simply concentrated my mind on Baba. Baba says when a man prays concentrating his mind, speech and action earnestly he can get the blessings and love of God. I was judging myself about fitness of that stage. I felt asleep due to jerking of Ambulance for covering ten miles with various thoughts. In early morning at about five In my dream I saw as below:
I saw Satya Sai Baba in my dream. I never saw much clear and natural vision in any of my earlier dreams; the effigy of Baba seemed to me as such Baba himself appeared before me. I saw in a Bhajan Hall, Bhajan is going on though I cannot lift my body to attend. I saw Baba on the chair and at that time, He came before me. I told Baba then I want to touch your feet but I cannot move. Baba, spreading his two hands upside down telling me, “takes my hand and places you upon my hands.” Baba talked with me in great length and began to laugh during discussion about my husband. But I was unattentive at that discussion I was looking at Him and thinking never I had seen Him from so near. Since I was laying taking a side Baba placed His face on the upper side of my face with love as if I am His female child and talking. I was charmed by seeing His calmness, purity and laughing with full of Love”.
At that time, the daughter of my sister entered with a cup of tea and told me `how long you will sleep? Drink tea’. I could now follow her exactly because still I remained under the influence with the dream. After half an hour Arpita came again and asked `why I have not taken tea?’; `how long you are sleeping to-day?’ Daily you leave the bed at 4 A.M?
On hearing about my falling, Arpita came from Patna to serve me. She was unmarried and negotiations were going on. She loves me too much and she loves to serve. She serves very carefully. After hearing her voice, my dream disappeared though I cherished to maintain the dream because even at that time my mind was overwhelmed with joy of Baba’s touch, presence and pleasant discussion. Baba advised me in my dream not to worry. He will take care for all and Bhajan will be conducted as decired. My husband and Gopeswar both arranged Puja and Bhajan as far as possible. I who thinking about Baba during Bhajan,
At that time, I saw one lady was entering in my room with a black and white laminated picture of Baba like that of Sri Krishna with turban on head, ring in the ears, seven fold necklaces in neck with a smile. I was too much surprised on seeing her because she entered from drawing room where Bhajan was going on. She asked me how you like this photo. Where should I place? I love Sri Krishna too much. On seeing Baba has come with the portrait of Krishna, I laughed from the core of my heart and on seeing my laugh she laughed too. I told her to keep the photo besides the photo of Baba in the drawing room as the Bhajan is performing there. On hearing me she did accordingly. After Puja, I asked my husband about that lady- who she was. She presented me a nice photo of Baba. Do you know her? My husband was surprised and told me I was going to ask you who she was. I do not know her. Do you know? We both were surprised who she was. She acted as a thought reader because I was very much fond of Sri Krishna. I used to call Him, loved him, prayed to Him and offered Puja to Him before coming in touch with Baba. Now Baba is my Sri Krishna and I fixed peacock’s feather on Baba’s head. Playing of Baba has known no bound. It is very difficult to realize Him and understand His activities. We have no other way but to sacrifice ourselves on His feet. We may have blessings of God after self-realisation and by sacrificing the six enemies `Sasa-Ripus’ during journey.
My Attempt would be successful provided the readers can avoid these six-enemies of worldly life from their minds for having blessings of God.
I am narrating another incident which is more important and for the readers to realize its inner meaning of this.
A few days back when my eldest daughter used to live in Bangalore, her son used to go to the school grounds every afternoon to practice Karate. At that time he was of nine only. My son-in-law Vinil lifted him daily for going and coming by his own car. Once Vinyl went out of Bangalore for official duty and my daughter Anuradha made Mudit reach by scooter. Anuradha returned to her residence considering that she will take Mudit back to house afterwards. At scheduled time of taking Mudit back to house, there was torrential rain. All the sides were full of water. Anuradha left her house by hiring an Auto to bring Mudit back; but before reaching the grounds, the point where road from four sides joined, the driver of the three-wheeler told that the three-wheeler can not be proceeded further since water was coming inside the three-wheeler, and she shall have to get down. Anuradha coming down from three-wheeler purchased some bread, butter and put them in a bag. From her vanity bag, placed on other side of her neck she took away money to pay for her purchases and to pay the driver of three-wheeler. She was proceeding towards the grounds un attentive after taking out the money from her vanity bag and chaining the bag again. When she proceeded only two steps there was an uncovered man-hole below which a ditch was there and water was flowing. She could not restrain herself falling into the manhole. The ditch was very deep that her leg could not touch the earth. Anuradha could not realize where both the bags, scarf and shoes tied with lace have washed away by the flow of water. Screaming was unknown to her and she was twisting within the filthy water of the ditch and simultaneously she was addressing Sai Baba. Saying, `Baba will I die in this way? Are you doing it properly?’ All on a sudden she saw two hands came out from where that she does not know. When she regained her senses, she saw herself standing on the road above the ditch. She could not understand how she came above the ditch, which lifted her from the hole; but she was crying uttering Baba, Baba all the time. A college student that time was on the verandah. When he saw one lady slipped in to the uncovered man hole he shouted and ran to collect a few mazdoor , who were working in the construction of a nearby house, since he was aware that the ditch below the hole was not an ordinary ditch, it is a deep ditch; but, when he arrived at the spot he found Anuradha was shaking with full of mud and filthy water on the edge of the hold. He came nearby and told, `if you do not mind you come to my house’. He also told that his elder sister was a Doctor and she will do whatever that was necessary. `Don’t be afraid. Catch my hand. I stay in this house and I know everything of this path what is there and where.’
Hence, Anuradha accompanied him. When they reached their home, his elder sister arranged hot water in their bath-room with cleaned Salwar-kurta to wear from her own after taking bath. When my daughter came out wearing cleaned Salwar-kurta, after bath, she was given hot coffee with milk and advised not to worry. Her brother along with Anuradha went to Mudit; And the boy, made Anuradha and Mudit reach their house in a car. There was a key including Key ring in which a picture of Baba was attached was kept within the bag and was lost along with the bag. The boy called the man who can make a key to open the gate of the house. After settling them in the house that boy returned to his house.
Anuradha knows that up to 7 A.M., we remain engaged for performing Puja so she rang at about seven thirty, saying `Ma! You offer Puja to Baba since Baba has returned this daughter of yours.’ After learning, I began to weep and my husband also became puzzled. Thus blessings of Baba accrue on His devotees because on the first day Baba told before me “Take everything from me, mother”, at that time, I surrendered before Him all my three children and my husband. Name of Satya Sai Baba is not only Satya; what he tells is also Satya (Truth) it is not the end of the incidents here. After my son-in-law returned on the next day, learnt everything from Anuradha. He purchased one kilo of sweets and went to that house with Anuradha but in the early morning, before returning of my son-in-law, that boy had come with the bag of Anuradha after locating the bag at about a kilometer away from the manhole. Within the bag, key, key ring, photo of Baba, Bibuthi, Six-thousand rupees were there in tact; not even wetted by water. Baba says, “Nothing can be lost which is mine”. It is true that scarf, shoes which were in other bag was not traced. That Vanity bag, containing money, which could have been seen and taken away by others, returned safely.
For that purpose, Vinyl went to their house for giving thanks and a packet of sweets. But there is no end of God’s willingness. There exists no such house where the boy lives with his Doctor Sister. There is a house an old Gentleman and an Old lady live though in front of the house there exists an uncovered manhole and in front there is a ground for coaching Karate. Hence my son in law came back home after a thorough search. I and my husband were not stopped only by offering Puja to Baba. We went to Bangalore first and accompanying my daughter that day itself rushed to Puttaparthi. Next morning, Baba called us in interview room. When we three, myself, my husband and Anuradha, according to desire of Baba, entered into his personal room my husband placed his head in the lap of Baba like a weeping Child. Baba told,”Forget it, forget it. Her life was in danger; so I saved her.” Then Baba blessed Anuradha holding her head uttering, “I am giving her a happy long life”. After a few days when we have come back to Gurgaon, two Gentlemen known to my husband went to Baba. They were also called by Baba in interview. One amongst them questioned Baba whether Baba is always with us? Baba told in reply that “there is one Aggarwal, his daughter lives in Bangalore. She is an up-to-date girl. Carelessly she moved on the way and fallen in a gutter. What the God does not do for his devotees? Does not move everywhere? I went inside the gutter and rescued her. God also enters into Gutter for His devotees”. Those gentlemen heard about this incident from my husband. On his return he narrated this, saying of Baba. We thanked and loved God. Baba is Prem Avatar and he loves to consume Prem (love). In order to secure this blessings pure love is required.
The idea behind narrating this incident is that in order to have God as known and His blessings all the times he shall have to prepare himself making his heart clear and purified.
Here, I am narrating another incident from which it would be realized that how Sri Satya Sai Baba takes the care of his devotees, saves them and it also reveals that He lives everywhere since He is Param Brahma. This auspicious moment comes when Kundalini awakes due to earnest meditation of man which leads him to the Great Soul of eternal peace. When I first visited Baba, Baba asked me for three questions and astonished me, First question was “Ma, you are worried about your son-Don’t be worried. Your son is chandan /sandal. Since he is busy with his studies, writing letter is being delayed. From today onward, I am all his responsibility and don’t think about him from now onwards. The fact is that my son Ashis was top in Nagpur University and was awarded with a Gold Medal. He left for America for studying there MS; he became a computer Engineer and secured service. He returned to Delhi and married a girl, selected by us with permission of Baba after Navaratri. Baba himself blessed my daughter-in-law. After marriage, my son left for America with his wife. After a year they came to India when we took them to Baba. I narrated that incident in my first book “Sai ek Roop Anek” how my son was cured by applying Bibhuti. After two years, when my husband alone went to Puttaparthi, Baba asked him about me, questioning whether I accompanied him. My husband replied “no my wife has not come”. Without saying anything, He moved forward. Again after 3 or 4 months my husband went to Puttaparthi alone when he was asked by Baba, “Have you accompanied her? “ My husband replied “No Baba she has not come.” Then Baba whispered to my husband, “I have something to donate her”. My husband became angry with me this time because any time when he becomes ready to go to Puttaparthi, he asks me to accompany him. My eldest daughter, Anuradha that time lived at Bangalore. During his return from Puttaparthi, my husband went to Bangalore to meet the daughter. There he told to my daughter that Baba wants to donate something to me. On hearing both my husband and my daughter became furious-how Baba will express that my presence there is necessary. My husband chided me on return and told me unless I accompany him next time, he will not go. When the next time came to go to Puttaparthi, I went inside our Puja room and addressed Baba saying “Baba, I told you at the time of my return that when you will call me, I will attend definitely. If you desire my presence send some hints”.


My husband was Director of a Company at Nagpur and the society which looks after the mentally disordered patients, the Director of that society placed my husband in the second position. Plane tickets came from both the places at a time for him to attend those places. My husband told Baba has arranged by sending two tickets one for myself and another for you. Realise this is His hint. I sat at the time of Dasara at Puttaparthi Baba stood for a while just before me. Neither once, nor twice, I touched his feet thrice. Baba stood there before me looking at me even after touching his feet thrice. I thought Baba may give me or can tell me something but after some time Baba left silently without giving and telling anything. I told my husband and to Anuradha, “Baba has not given anything.”
I decided to stay 3 to 4 days with Anuradha until my husband returned from Nagpur doing his work. Second evening, I received a phone call from my son at America. On office-day he does not call me over phone. I enquired with him.” why to-day during office-day? What has happened-tell me?”
Ashish replied that he is suffering from fever and is lying on diwan in ground floor. Sweta, my daughter-in-law left for office and he is getting frequent calls from office to attend an important meeting. My son has grown up apparently but he does not do anything without my consent. I told him if he can drive the car it is better to go to office for attending the important meeting. When the officials are calling him again and again there might be some important discussion. My son according to my advice left for office, driving his car; but before reaching his office, his house caught fire by blasting. The manager of the house, who resides nearby had informed over phone about the blast. Swetha was also a staff of that office, where both heating and cooling arrangements within the entire house, was monitored. This sort of system of heating and cooling arrangement exists in every house. The apparatus which are necessary for heating and cooling of the house were installed just by the side where Ashis was lying. In the evening, I again received a phone call from Ashis and asked me what I am doing. I told him, ` You rang me again-why? Are you fine? From the other side, I heard the cry of my daughter-in-law. I thought they might have quarreled amongst themselves. My daughter-in-law, taking forcibly the phone from my son, told that everything of his house lost in fire and began to cry.
They were not allowed to go to their place as the smoke was coming out still. They were placed in a hotel. Second day, I received a phone call stating that Insurance Co hired another house for them. Everything was to be arranged afresh. Immediately after that I left for America, along-with my husband. After reaching, I saw entire house gutted except one photo of Baba which I hanged in the room, when I had been there last year. Baba saved my son’s life by making him to call me. Really He is Satya Sai Ram. He kept his promise, to-day onward you don’t worry for your son. I took responsibility about him’. Last year, when I again went to America, to his new apartment, I placed that photo in my room and used to perform Puja daily. Now Baba is living with them in that Apartment. I am not worried at all. I told Baba you keep me free from all anxiety from now onward I will remain engaged only talking to you. Now it is going in the same process.
I am discussing all these only because let everybody follow the path which I have followed and make him fit to have God’s blessings. When God takes the responsibility of one, he need not think about him any more. God becomes his power, meditation and desire and Puja. His entirety is God.
Now, I am discussing the incidents of my youngest daughter Anupama. I loaded Baba with three responsibilities of my three children Anuradha, Anupama and Ashish besides the load of myself and of my husband. If one can realize how Baba is protecting five of us as promised, then he will be able to utter his name all the time without any hesitation and worry. When in 1992, 21st August, I went to Baba first time according to His direction to my husband, saying, `she is my old devotee that I time after coming in touch with Him, I lost myself. Baba willfully accepted all my responsibilities. At first Baba accepted responsibility of my son on hearing I am worried without having his letter in time. Next, He took responsibility of my pregnant daughter who was expected to give birth of a child shortly, saying `don’t worry for her. Am I not here? Everything will be peaceful.’ My daughter Anupama was at Madras at that time and she was ready for becoming mother of her second issue. Her first son Ananth was then two and half years old. At that time, I was with her and my husband went for audit at Tirupati. Madras was a new place besides the languages were unknown to me. Above all, I was not aware about Doctor and h son Ananth was then two and half years old. At that time, I was with her and my husband went for audit at Tirupati. Madras was a new place besides the languages were unknown to me. Above all, I was not aware about Doctor and hospital there. It was month of November
son Ananth was then two and half years old. At that time, I was with her and my husband went for audit at Tirupati. Madras was a new place besides the languages were unknown to me. Above all, I was not aware about Doctor and hospital there. It was month of November
son Ananth was then two and half years old. At that time, I was with her and my husband went for audit at Tirupati. Madras was a new place besides the languages were unknown to me. Above all, I was not aware about Doctor and hospital there. It was month of November
son Ananth was then two and half years old. At that time, I was with her and my husband went for audit at Tirupati. Madras was a new place besides the languages were unknown to me. Above all, I was not aware about Doctor and hospital there. It was month of November, rainy season there during the time of giving birth of her child. Hospital was away from the house and she had no car but scooter. I was thinking how I can go along with 2 year old Ananth during rain in Rickshaw to hospital to my daughter. Above all, I can endure all sorts of trouble and more can know my problem but I cannot tolerate to see and endure others’ sufferings. I was senseless while my eldest daughter was suffering from pain of giving birth to her child. Seeing that my son-in-law made me reach home. After the child was born he came and took me to the hospital.
At the time of giving birth by my second daughter at Bhopal, my husband arranged a seat by the side of Daharwan at the gate. Now I was perturbed how I can tolerate in such a distant place at Madras, but Baba not only came to my life at that time, He took all responsibilities at his own and I was free from any fear absolutely.
18th November was the birth day of my younger son –in-law and the day was also fixed for checking of my daughter’s health. I arranged to feed about 14 to 15 heads since a few friends of Nitin with their family members would have joined in the function. My daughter returned after her check-up and told me that everything was fine. After10 to 15 days at proper time she will give birth of her second child and there is no need for any thinking. Peacefully, birthday was observed and after dining the friends of Nitin left for their home Nitin and Ananth after their dresses went to their bed-room. Anupama wearing her night dress came to me and spoke smilingly, `Mother, I am feeling well and suffering from pain. Just I was preparing to change my dress. Immediately, I wrapped my saree and told it is past 11 p.m. You call Nitin to get up. I am going up. On the upper flat, there was one family of Madras but their grand mother born and brought up in Calcutta could speak Bengali fluently and mother used to live in Delhi could speak fluently in Hindi. Both of them loved me much. They told me whenever necessary they will arrange their car to take Anupama to hospital. Hence I wanted to approach them before their going to bed, But, I neither saw any attempt of my son-in-law leaving bed nor my daughter made a hurry to start. And my heart was palpitating because it was rainy season and night was falling. It does not look nice to call the persons live on the upper floor when they will go to bed. I tried to make my daughter and son-in-law realise advising them to keep themselves ready to avoid consequential delays. We should not give trouble to others during the night. When the doctor examined, he said that there is no possibility to-day nor even within 2 to 3 days, you go back to your home. But, I requested him many a times, saying `we live in a place far away from the hospital. Kindly arrange for the night one air conditioned room; tomorrow morning I will take her back home. I will pay whatever are the charges.’ Nitin was with Anupama in the hospital and I returned taking Ananta with the man lives in upper floor. Ananth slept; but I could not sleep. I was always uttering Sai Ram, Sai Ram in my mind and also thinking Baba asked me not to think. When I left Anupama in hospital, I told how I am giving you in the hands of Baba. Don’t cry telling Ma but call Baba. Baba has taken care of you.
My daughter called Baba, Baba all through. All of a sudden, a good quantity of Bibuthi was sprinkled on her mouth and eyes. My son-in-law went to bath-room in early morning for returning to house. Just at that time, this happened. With the fragrance of Bibuthi, my daughter whisperingly told Baba, I do not care you; neither I know you, my mother calls you day and night then why have you come to me? She got a reply in her mind, `that is why I have come’. After that pain increased. My son-in-law called the doctor, on examining, the doctor told it is extensive labour pain. This side, I was doing household works and running to the puja room and praying to Baba `To-day is 19th November.’ First time, on 23rd November, in my life I wanted to arrange gracefully, your birthday. To-day itself let my daughter give birth to her second child. On her return to house, I peacefully, being free from anxiety – I will observe your birth day festival. I have one more prayer before you: `my daughter got a male child and this time she gets a female child. Let them be happy and joyful. I left everything on you.
From Hospital, I received a phone call from my son-in-law stating that Anupama is facing labour-pain and they can not come at this moment. He will ring again. It was 7 o’clock in the morning. On hearing this, I could not do any household work. I awakened Anantha and made him ready and I was also ready. After cooking something, taking a few clothing, I was ready, though my mind was always uttering, `Baba, Baba’. At 5 minutes, after Eight, I received a telephone call from my son-in-law stating that at 8 A.M., Anupama gave birth to a female child. On hearing this news I ran to the Puja room. I took the photo of Baba on my laps and loved him earnestly. Baba maintains us and He is Creator of our life. What He says He does. Both the Doctor and my son-in-law were astonished how it was possible so early. When I sent the message on the upper-floor, they told me not to go alone; they will make me reach within the hour. When we reached we saw the child was lying on the cradle and Anupama was smiling. I told what happened? Why are you laughing? My daughter replied that according to my advice, she always called Baba, Baba and without any trouble the child was born. We brought Anupama in home on the 22nd November and on 23rd, we all observed birth day of Baba joyfully. Amongst the Doctors, the Doctor, who willfully created this world, there is nothing to be astonished to give birth to a child easily from the womb of the mother.
Sathya Sai Baba is endless. His works and talks are also endless. Those who have placed their confidence altogether on God, God will take care of them all the time. But before that one has to purify himself by making his mind, speaking and action as one and the same through meditation. The power of installing God in heart is possible whose Kundalini awakened already. Awakening Kundalini is possible those who have proceeded towards truth leaving what is untrue. Fitness is required for smooth journey. Fitness means purification of heart.
Now, I want to discuss the incident about my husband and how Baba saved him.
On the loft of bath room of our Guest House, Servant Bahadur kept all bottles of Phenol and Acid. I purchased and stored a few bottles at a time. Bahadur went on leave for going to his house. Since the maid servant had exhausted phenol, she demanded fresh phenol for cleaning the floor. I asked my husband to give her one bottle of phenol from the loft because it was too high to reach my hand. My husband thinking Phenol bottle, brought down one bottle of acid and acid fell on his attire covering body, hand and face either from oozing from the bottle or the lid was not placed properly. Entire bath room was full of acid and smoke coming out of the acid. My husband shouted out of fear. I went to him and was puzzled after seeing this terrible affair. After having sense, I ran to the Puja room and came back with sufficient Bibuthi which was rubbed on his entire body and prayed to Baba for his complete recovery without any harm. When my husband became stable to some extent, I realised after seeing his attire that Baba has taken care of him. Uncovered portion of his body, which was affected by pouring of acid washed away before smearing with Bibuthi. Only a small place on the breast was burning but the other parts of the body was free from burning.*
End of First Diary : Total pages 72.
Completed on 9th August 2004